i always knew i was different and that i didn't fit in with the other boys but didn't really know how or why until one day, when i was 12, i found a magazine called Bad Puppy on the side of the road. It was filled with pictures of young naked guys and i got a weird feeling looking at it. i took it home and locked myself in my room and spent hours looking at the pictures, especially the ones of two guys naked together. i realized that was what was 'wrong' with me... i liked guys! Discovering this was really awesome... i knew if anyone found out i would be in for it, but it made me feel like i was part of a special group. i kept it hidden but started exploring my 'new' feelings. i began paying more attention to the other boys, checking out their bulges every chance i got. It gave me a real thrill doing this with no one knowing it! By the time i turned 14 i was totally into being gay and i really wanted to tell everyone. i had fantasies about it, about being openly gay, and i came close a few times to hitting on other guys... but always shied away. But then i met Drew...

Drew was a year older than me and we met in art class, sharing a work table, and found out we both liked a lot of the same things... we became friends quickly and were inseparable... it wasn't long before i realized i really had a crush in him. We got really close and there were times i came close to telling him. Our relationship became very intimate, we got really comfortable together, sharing secrets and touching each, other in non-sexual ways, that were intimate. One night i was spending the night at his house and we were on his bed, smoking a joint when Drew asked me if i ever thought about being gay. i said yeah and we kidded each other about it... then he kissed me! i kissed him back and we started making out. It was exciting and i reached down and grabbed his crotch, which made him moan and press against my hand. i pulled away from him and we looked at each other. i asked him if his door was locked and he said yes so i sat up and unzipped his pants and pulled out his dick, which was bigger than i thought it would be, and began stroking it. We kissed again and he grabbed my dick, which was rock hard. Then he pulled away and got up and began undressing. i got up and did the same. Smiling at each other we stood there, naked, checking each other out, running our hands over each others body, stroking each others cock. Then Drew pulled away and took my hand and led me back to his bed.

We laid down next to each other and pressed our naked bodies together, making out and exploring each others body. i could feel some uncertainty between us and decided to make the first move to take it further. i pushed him on his back and scooted down. Taking his cock in my hand i stroked it, looking at it close up then leaned over and kissed the fat head, making him give a deep moan. i looked up at him and we both smiled at each other, then i took his stiff cock in my mouth. i could smell the heavy musk coming off his huge balls and loved it as much as i loved the taste of his dick. He was really big... i tried to take all of it in my mouth but only got 2/3's but that was enough. i licked and sucked his dick for a long time then he did the same to me... it felt really good but it made me want to suck his even more so i pulled away and went back to blowing him... i had an idea how to suck off a guy but had never done it but soon got the hang of it and he gave a moan and said he was about to cum which made me suck harder until suddenly he groaned and warm, salty fluid filled my mouth. It tasted so good! i drank it out as fast as it filled my mouth then milked every drop until he was soft and there wasn't any more.

We kissed and laid there entwined catching our breath. i told him how much i liked it while he began squeezing my asscheek. That felt really good, making me moan... then he got up, pulled on some shorts and carefully left the room, coming back minutes later with something in his hand. He showed it to me... a tube of KY jelly. i knew what he had in mind and said okay, scooting down and sucking his cock again, until he was hard. Then i rolled onto my belly and spread my legs so he could lube up my asshole. It felt hot being touched there and i had no doubt i wanted this to happen. when he was done i took the KY and greased up his dick. Then i got on my hands and knees while he got up behind me. He pressed the fat head of his dick against my asshole... i spread my knees sand he began to push his cock into my ass. It hurt but that didn't stop either of us and before i knew it i had an ass full of cock!!! He fucked me in the ass with that big dick and i loved it!!!