DON'T CALL ME THAT....

I COULD never understand the whole craze with blacks and hispanics calling each other N**GA THIS..N**GA THAT when they talk to each other,i'm half black and asian and was raised to respect our one race...THE HUMAN RACE.when i was 13 years old i met this 28 year old man who back in the days sold scalping tickets to live events at madison square garden,i was coming out of a pizzeria when he approached me and though i wasn't interested in buying tickets he was annoying,persistant yet extremely cute.there i was trying to walk away and even though there was hundreds of girls all around he kept following me asking me my name,where i was going,did i have a boyfriend etc....i kept telling him to go away but he didn't take it serious because i was smiling and laughing nervously.back then i used to flirt with boys in school and one time let some boys see my tits but i never flirted with older men so it was totally unexpected and i just didn't know how to respond or behave with him.just as i was crossing the street on broadway and 39th st he suddenly and gently tried to hug me from behind whispering in my ear...GIRL,I JUST WANT TO GET WITH YOU.

In school one day a boy had hugged me the same way and had rubbed himself against me,but when this man did it i was stunned and surprised by what i thought was a very thick and hard object rubbing and practically pushing my school dress up my butt.it was only a few seconds because i turned around to push him away with a serious look on my face,thinking he had deliberately tried to insert something up my butt since the boys in school were always pulling these pranks on unsuspecting girls.we were between cars while people were walking in all directions when i clearly turn towards him and was amazed to notice his fully erect penis bulging and stretching within his gym pants,it was impressive so much so that even though i was still upset i couldn't help but smile and laugh nervously while he tried to adjust it by pulling and tugging.i actually felt a momentary urge to touch it as we both looked around to insure no one was watching and laughed in stunned disbelief when he said...IT'S ALL GOOD LIL-LADY THAT'S JUST MY N**GA BEHAVING FRIENDLY.

His honesty was completely different than the boys in school because it was more direct and mature and he certainly had my attention,suddenly it didn't seem so umcomfortable when he said things like... DAMN GIRL,YOU FINE LIKE A MOTHERFUCKER or SHIT,WHY YOU DON'T LET A BRUTHA GET SOME...we walked around a while stopping twice more between parked cars where i pretended to avoid his hugs but privately enjoying his ability to self-erect and deceptively poke and rub gently against my butt.it felt strange and uncomfortable to walk with half my panties literally wedged up my ass but i just ignored it as we talked,further up by madames tussauds there was a large crowd of people taking photos alongside a wax figure of movie star samuel l.jackson.my adult companion who's was known to his friends as ray-ray said....GIRL,I BET THAT N**GA SAMMY GET SOME OF THEM GOOD PUSSY YOU GOT..i honestly thought up until then that we were just enjoying some innocent flirting and risky fun between cars so of course it was shocking and surprising to hear myself without thinking say to him...I NEVER SAID YOU CAN'T GET YOU SOME RAY-RAY...what..WAIT...did i just say that...i had only known ray-ray less than three hours and there i was practically promising him young virgin pussy.ray-ray paid a cabdriver 38 dollars to take us some place up in the south bronx,i was nervous and excited by the time we were alone in his apartment and of course ray-ray didn't waste any time undressing me in his bedroom where he had a mattress on the floor.for a young girl my age back then i had big breast and a fat pussy that ray-ray pleasured well using his tongue and fingers,he literally had me sweating and creaming taking his time to gently insert two fingers up my tight ass with a lubricant he kept nearby.he was impressively masculine and i loved the way he licked,teased and gently caress my breast and he certainly tongued kissed better than the boys at school.having already achieved four amazing orgasm while naked on my back, rolled over on my stomach and kneeling with my face moaning into one of his pillows ray-ray had only just begun.i don't think most 13 year old girls even today wold be able to control their fears and concerns with a well endowed man like ray-ray and i was amazed that i could be so calm got up off the bed momentarily to remove his gym pants and walk over to a round table where he kept extra large condoms.fully erect and exposed i watched in stunned amazement as he struggled momentarily to pull and stretch a condom around its thick bulbous head and it didn't even cover half the length of his huge dick.instructing me to roll over on my stomach while he gently rubbed oil lubricant on my fat pussy i kept calm saying...GO EASY RAY-RAY I'M A VIRGIN...and he was even assuring me that i could...TAKE IT LIKE THE BIG GIRLS,RELAX..JUST LIKE THAT..YEAH THAT N**GA PUSSY TIGHT LIL-WOMAN..it hurt and i cried when he tore my hymen and manage to somehow stretch my fat pussy around half the length of his thick dick and though he was gentle his words were not...N**GA,YOU DONE GOT YOU SOME BIG DICK N**GA YOUR FIRST TIME...N**GA YOU CRY BUT YOUR N**GA PUSSY HOLDING TIGHT ROUND MY N**GA DICK...not only was my pussy tight around ray-rays enormous dick but i could feel it contrast and cream,through tears and orgasms i tried telling him...UNNNNNGGGG,RAAA..YY..RAY-R AAAAAY AAAAAAHH..STOO-STOP CALLING ME THAT..strangely i was annoyed with ray-rays use of that word,it was bad enough hearing it in school all the time and those first few weeks i visited ray-ray truly was the best sex i ever had i stopped going to see him.