A month ago I lost my virginity to my youth pastor while his wife was out of state. We didn't use protection. I started my time of the month so I'm not pregnant or anything like that and didn't really consider it until a few days before. I really enjoyed losing my virginity. He was a great lover and slightly too thick but the whole situation, how... naughty... it was... I had tingles long before I experienced my first climax and was so caught up in it that I barely noticed his release until it was filling me. I don't want to risk causing problems or hurting anyone or anything but the past month I have been trying to think of a way to recapture that feeling. I've always done the right thing and been good, but this just felt really, really good and since then I've had the urge to touch myself more often than I should but keep it to only a couple times a week. I'm not bad, right??