I like sex outdoors because it makes me feel like I'm being r**ed. Sex for me has to have an element of forcefulness and humiliation to achieve orgasm. I did it once in the woods when I was 19 with a guy that was 28. He made me feel like I was a student and he a teacher that had total control over me. I was a little bit scared because I knew he was taking out there to fuck me, but I still went because I wanted him to force me into it. He practically ripped my clothes off, laid me naked over a pick nick table and performed oral sex on me without even taking off his clothes. The fact that I felt like I was being r**ed was what made me have an instant orgasm. I enjoyed having him sucking my pussy and totally careless about being seen laying naked on that table. I was so horny, there could have been dozens of people looking for all I cared. I finally fucked me sitting on the edge of the table, pumped me up to another orgasm and the knelt my on my knees and came in my mouth. I had never had a guy ejaculating in my mouth and much less having to swallow it. It was all over in about 15 minutes, felt like cheap whore picking up my clothes and putting them back on, but I would have had it any other way. Feeling disgusted, cheap and humiliated was exactly how I wanted a feel. Went through my twenties having fantasies of hand cuffs, lesbian sex, gang r**e or any other forced sexual situation, but difficulty in find willing partners. I know work in a strip club and enjoyed and enjoys shaking my tits and spreading my pussy to a bunch of sex crazed men.