So my confession is that I'm almost 24 years old and I was struggling my entire problem with anxiety problems that's why I never had a boyfriend before and the more time passes I start being more anxious and scared that I will never find a man. I often cry at night because I see that I get older and I still can't find a partener because of my problems and I get really depressed and sad. I don't want to explain here the strory of my life, but I had a pretty rough childhood and I guess that's why I became such an anxious person. It really affects my social life and my love life too.

It's a terrible feeling when you feel completely helpless to achieve what you want because you can't. I can't emotionally get over this feeling of anxiety and actually meet someone because I'm afraid. I really want to find someone, but I'm affraid I will fail. But I don't want to spend my entire life all alone I just can't. I don't know if this makes any sense but sometimes I feel so lonely because I can't find the right person for me. I just want to find a caring and a good man because I feel that I have so much to give. Is it so wrong to have someone that holds me in his arms in the night and tell me that everything will be ok?? I think every woman feels this sooner or later to have a man in her life and start a family. I don't want o be gross or anything, but I see that my body feels the lack of sexual intercourse, because I feel so tense sometimes its just my body screams for having love with a man (of course with the right man). So that was my confession if I can name it this way.