My husband Steve is a wonderful man. He's a gentle giant, who I can genuinely say, saved me from the life style I was leading. I've known him since we were kids, but as he went onto serve in the armed forces, and then become a successful businessman, I joined a gang which took me to the point of self destruction.

We married eight months after he helped me to leave the gang, which wasn't easy. Not because of the fact they wouldn't let me leave, (Steve sorted that out) but because the one thing within the gang, gave me, was the kind of sex I adore.

Steve looks after me in every way possible. He's kind, financially generous, very considerate and a unbelievably good person. We even have a reasonable sex life, to a point. It's all just very "Vanilla Sex". His six inch cock does occassionally make me orgasm, but I usually have to masturbate at the same time to cum. And I've bought an array of sex toys for when he's not around, often working away.

My problem is that I love rough, hard, filthy sluttish sex. I love nothing better than for a man who has a large cock, to dominate me and make me cum time after time. Either through forceful oral sex, or by punishing my pussy or asshole with their long thick hard cocks. In fact any form of hard sex does it for me, including anal fisting, which I've tried to get Steve to do, to and for me.

He seems reluctant to try new ways to pleasure me or us, even if I let him know that's what I want. It's become a real problem for me sexually at the moment. Only two weeks ago, I nearly had a delivery guy I've known since childhood, fuck me after flirting with him. His reputation with the ladies is one of giving them a damn good time, with his huge cock. I stopped myself then, but know in future if it happens aagin, I might slip and let myself be fucked just the way I want it.

I'd love to hear from anyone who has any ideas how I should proceed from here, as I truely don't want to cheat on or hurt Steve in any way.

Natasha x