I thought I was pregnant
I wanted to be pregnant
I tried to get pregnant
I wanted to marry him
But he was already
I talked to him until 2012 and I regret not seeing him again
We had a two yr relationship and it officially ended in 2013
I stalk his wife on fb to keep up with him
I miss him
I dream him
He made me happy
I miss that feeling
He made me feel free and full of hope even though I knew what I was to him
We danced at the club, sweaty, basically fucking on stage. I spent money trying to look good for him each weekend
We drank, got drunk and would fuck all day and night
His wife would call and he would put the phone on my privet part..while she called and called.
I would knock on the door with booty shorts and his wife would be on phone... He would shhh me.. I knew what that meant.
It was wrong .. All wrong..
But I miss him and he will always be baby...