Ted is my next door neighbor who has been peeping into my room ever since my father and mother seperated. He does it 3 to 5 nights a week and I hate him for it but also hate that he has another man watch me who I don't even know. Another reason I hate him is because I have become an exhibitionist and aside from just letting them see me naked I also masturbate knowing they watch me. He puts a bench next to the house so they can see into my room and I purposely have the shade pulled up and window open enough for them to see inside. The only other guy to see me naked is my boyfriend and I don't really understand why I get so excited when I know Ted is watching me and more so when his friend is with him. Ted and my dad were friendly when my dad lived here and as soon as my dad moved out Ted started the peeping. Its real dark in the driveway but I did see him looking in last year while drying myself after a shower. I turned the light out and saw him carrying the bench back to his yard. I think I was mad about it at first but was aroused by the thought of him seeing me naked. His wife is a 9911 operator and works nights and a couple nights a week his friend is there. I know when the two of them are outside because his friend has a blue pickup in the driveway. I didn't let them see me masturbate right away but each time I knew they were seeing me naked it got me more excited. Just getting undressed made me wet and after a month or two went by I just couldn't control myself anymore and started letting them see me masturbate.

I'm not sure how old Ted and his friend are but they are around my parents age and Teds wife and my mother are freinds. I see and talk to Ted and his wife a lot every week and don't understand why I am not embarrassed about it. The only time I know Ted won't be out there is when his wifes car is in the driveway. I can usually tell he is peeking in from my makeup mirror on my dresser. Sometimes I just undress and put my pjs on but I also come into my room still wet from my shower and let him and his friend see me dry myself and dry my hair while I remain naked. The first few times I masturbated, knowing they were watching me, I just laid flat on my back with my knees up and legs wide open. Since then I have made a complete fool of myself just by how I expose myself from every angle possible. I have a dildo which my mother doesn't know about but Ted and his friend have watched me use it many times. It seems the more I humiliate myself the more aroused I become and the more orgasms I have. They have watched me satisfy myself and expose myself to them in ways my boyfriend has never seen me. I have fabulous sex with my boyfreind but knowing Ted and often his friend are watching me gets me turned on so much I expose myself to them in ways that should be mortifying. Many times afterwards I ask myself why I let them see me that way but while masturbating have several orgasms. I can't imagine what they think when I am on my knees, bent over, legs open, with my rear facing the window while inserting the dildo in me. Its embarrassing when I think about it but not when I am doing it. Even when I talk to Ted I'm not embarrassed and once asked him what he does at night since his wife isn't home. He just says he watches tv or goes out somewhere which I know he doesn't. I asked who owned the blue pick up and he just said a guy he works with. I think I dispise him because he is a peeping-tom but also because of my reaction to it. Instead of being insulted or angry about him watching me I let myself react instead with arousement and encouraging him to watch me more often and include his friend. It would be simple for me to close the window and pull the shade all the way down but now I am hooked on exposing myself. When I know both Ted and his friend are watching me the satisfaction I get while masturbating is so stimulating I'm totally satisfied at my final climax. So much that I often just lay there awhile letting them see me spent. I masturbate more now than I have at any other time and the fact I'm being observed is the reason for it as shameful as it is.