I don't know what heading to post this under. After high school I joined the army in order to get the gi bill to go to college. In the army I had a same sex relationship with an older girl. She made me her 'bitch' from the start and that is the way it stayed until I left the army three years later. As her bitch I had all the duties of a bitch as well as giving her sex.

I used the gi bill and got into college and there I met a guy that I had sex with, at first it was just raw sex, like making up for lost time after being the bitch for three years. I cannot believe myself what I did with him, some pretty awful stuff. One night we were at a party and he was giving it to me through the back door in front of everyone and this girl opened her legs and told him to put me down there. I had not had my nose in a pussy for a good while and I went for her pretty ravenously. I kept eating her even after he finished with me.

After that I dropped the guy and took up with that girl. She was much like my relationship in the army and soon I was her bitch. Being her bitch makes me feel good, the more shit she makes me do the more I like it. I mean, being the bitch in a relationship isn't only about sex, it is being the bitch for everything, from laundry to doing her hair.

I don't know if I am a natural born bitch or it is because of how I was trained in the army. She gives me to her friends (male and female) for sex and anything goes. Like with the guy I was dating, I do some pretty awful stuff, including licking her clean.

I have thought about seeing a therapist, because I know what I do is pretty sick, I mean licking her ass after she takes a dump is pretty sick, but I do it. The things I did in the army were pretty sick too.

So that is my confession, I am a bitch and a dirty slut, if my mother ever found out what I have done or what I do she would have a heart attack on the spot. I don't dare have children, god what if your own child found out that its mother does those things. I don't know if a therapist can help me, the biggest problem is that I just think about it, but I never call one.

I did very well in college and work as a day in day out accountant at a big company. If they only knew what I do when I get home.