Straight Female / 39
First of all I will tell you that I am pregnant. Not what I expected at this age, but pregnant never the less. The father is also the father of my other four children, the oldest is 21 and the youngest is 7, one boy and three girls. We are not married, and have never been married. We are first cousins, he and I.
We live in a state known for it close family relations. They are true. Me, I was raised by my aunt, and from the time I was seven I went to sleep in his bed. At first my aunt discouraged it, but gave up telling him not to mess with me. But by the time I was eleven he had messed with me, and by the time I was twelve we had regular sex. At first we would pretend that we weren't but my aunt would change the bed and she knew. She talked to me about it, and told me that it was never a good idea to get attached like that to your kin. But I was attached.
One night after a football game, he played defensive lineman, he came home angry and upset and took it out on me, caught me totally unprepared and he did not use a condom, and when you have unproteced sex three times in 24 hours you get pregnant. That was my first pregnancy and I finished high school as a single mother.
My cousin met a girl at a job and ran off and got married to her. For Christmas he got hot headed and wanted some of his old standby, and I got a Christmas present of a second pregnancy. When his wife found out I was pregnant, she threatened to leave him, but got pregnant instead. During these years he and I get together for sex, raw uncut, undisciplined sex. He has his wife who he practices with, and I know of at least two girlfriens. For me he is the one and only, and so it is that at 39 I find myself pregnant again because he came over and he had me on my back before I could even take off my pants.
His wife doesn't complain, her feelings are that if I want to get pregnant over and over again to go for it. She is done with two kids.
I have never had another man in my life, for me he is the only one. He was the man in my life when I started sleeping with him. I was very young, but I was already the woman for him, I have always been the woman for him.
We live in a state known for it close family relations. They are true. Me, I was raised by my aunt, and from the time I was seven I went to sleep in his bed. At first my aunt discouraged it, but gave up telling him not to mess with me. But by the time I was eleven he had messed with me, and by the time I was twelve we had regular sex. At first we would pretend that we weren't but my aunt would change the bed and she knew. She talked to me about it, and told me that it was never a good idea to get attached like that to your kin. But I was attached.
One night after a football game, he played defensive lineman, he came home angry and upset and took it out on me, caught me totally unprepared and he did not use a condom, and when you have unproteced sex three times in 24 hours you get pregnant. That was my first pregnancy and I finished high school as a single mother.
My cousin met a girl at a job and ran off and got married to her. For Christmas he got hot headed and wanted some of his old standby, and I got a Christmas present of a second pregnancy. When his wife found out I was pregnant, she threatened to leave him, but got pregnant instead. During these years he and I get together for sex, raw uncut, undisciplined sex. He has his wife who he practices with, and I know of at least two girlfriens. For me he is the one and only, and so it is that at 39 I find myself pregnant again because he came over and he had me on my back before I could even take off my pants.
His wife doesn't complain, her feelings are that if I want to get pregnant over and over again to go for it. She is done with two kids.
I have never had another man in my life, for me he is the only one. He was the man in my life when I started sleeping with him. I was very young, but I was already the woman for him, I have always been the woman for him.
