I've kept this secret now for exactly twenty years. Too long.

At the age of seventeen I had a fight with an older guy who'd been giving me some grief in the showers after football. I have a larger than average penis, that when it's erect, it measures around nine and half inches. He thought it would be funny to let all the older women who were around the club, enter the showers to see my cock. To cut a long boring story short I got angry, he kicked me bare footed, trying to boot my balls, but missed. The nails on his toes caught the skin near the top of my leg and cut into it. I punched him and got suspended from the team.

It got infected around the site of the kick and I had to go and see the doctor. After two visits, I had what I thought was going to be my final visit, but with a younger doctor. Still older in his mid thirties, but younger than the ones I'd seen previously. As with the other doctors, because of where the cut and infestion was, I had to remove my underwear. Unlike the other doctors I got an erection as he inspected the wound.

I was totally embarrassed, but he told me not to be as he'd seen other mens erections before. He did add however "But not one as big as yours and not one as beautiful either". I was a little shocked to hear him say "beautiful" but also strangely turned on, as could be seen by my cock pulsating. Looking at the doctor, I told him my erections usually last for some time and knowing I had a pair of fairly tight fitting shorts to put back on, it would show as I left.

I didn't ask him, I didn't encourage him, in fact I didn't say or do anything that would have given him the thought to do what he did next. Taking hold of my cock as he was knelt in front of me, he opened his mouth and tried to swallow my cock in one go.

He was a doctor right, someone who shouldn't be doing what he did. I should have stopped him, I should have called out for him to stop what he was doing. I didn't, not because I was scared, but because he was so fucking good at sucking on my dick. Each time his head bobbed down to take more of my cock into his mouth, the more I actually wanted him to be sucking on my cock. His tongue worked a up and down my cock shaft as his mouth enveloped my dick, and it felt awsome.

I was sexually gone by the time he put his hands onto my ass cheeks and began to pull me into his mouth. I'd been sucked off by girls before, but nobody and nothing was like the head he was giving me. Eventually I was holding his head, forcing him to suck my dick. I was literally fucking his mouth, using it as I'd fucked girls pussies in the past. His moaning told me I was in control and it only encouraged me to fuck his mouth faster, which in turn brought on my orgasm.

When I came I didn't even let him pull away. I ejaculated filling his mouth and throat. Totally spent with my dick going limp in his mouth, I let go and he rose. Walking me over to the examination table, he told me i'd need to see him a couple more times at least, and to specifically ask for him.

I saw him three more times at the doctors surgery. Each time he sucked me off and each time it got better and better. So much so, I agreed to see him outside of the doctors. In his car I let him blow me off twice more. When he asked me to fuck him though, I got scared. It was something new and different to let a guy suck me to completion and swallow my cum. It was something else entirely for me to put my cock into a guys asshole and fuck him.

I didn't see him again and I've never had a gay experience since that time. I'm married now with kids and don't envisage letting any man suck me off. But as they say in life, you never know what's around the corner. Who knows if I met him again tomorrow, I might just let that doctor examine me all over again.