As a young boy I would I would cross dress in my moms underwear. I was caught by my sister once but she never made a big deal about it. I continued on and off for years. the first girlfriend I lived with I continued to dress but in her clothes. when she would be out of town I would dress in her underwear and clothes. It felt great I would even put on her make up. It was fun dressing up. I tried to tell her a few times by dropping hints. I even went so far as to as to do things out side traditional gender roles. for instance I would ask her to snowball me, another time I had her give it to me with a dildo. Even though I liked both those experiences immeasurably I was nervous about revealing my cross dressing and bisexuality.

Now I am married to a different woman whom I love very much. However she is also not as adventurous in the bedroom. I have never told her about my past same sex sexual experiences or of my cross dressing, but I know she would feel threatened.

I now have a job out of town for a while and have for the first time ever bought my own women's clothes and and dress all the time. I sleep in very feminine clothes and feel great being a sissy.

I don't know how long this will last. I love exploring my feminine side I know I could never come out to my wife.