I met a girl at school and I have established a pretty good relationship with her up to the point where I fell in love with her.

The problem is that she doesn't love me and she has a boyfriend. When she told I was fucking sad and mad as fuck.

She says I am special for her and that we can still be friends. I don't know what to do because I really love her and would want something bad for me than for her. I am underage (15) and my life has mostly sucked until I met her.

My dad tells me to look for another girl. The problem is that I promised her to be faithful and never cheat on her. I don't want to be with any other girl but her.

Sometimes I feel like fucking killing myself but I know that suicide won't fix shit. I respect her.

Plz suggest something ppl before I go crazy or something. I am strongly bonded to her. I don't want our relationship to end. Plz help ppl