So this is the other then me and the guys I messsed with know about my gay activity, I have posted all my stories on here from my first the first cock I sucked in jr high to the last guy who busted in my ass, either way lately my mind has been on this one experience and I think about or fantasize how much different things coulda went.so since you don't know who I am the story was when I met a guy on mocospace, it was a snowy day In January I found out my dad had Internet on his phone, and at the time I had been bothering my buddy josh to experiment with me and he kept flaking despite getting his first blowjob from me and his being the first legit dick I put in my mouth, ok back to this time,well I got on this chatroom since I couldn't post a pic I just put "20yr old male looking to experiment with dl guy please PPP my anal cherry" well I was really 17 and well IMMEDIATLY a23 yr old Latino guy hit me up and well I think I came across as not new to this and rather more a gay slut to him I was calling him daddy and telling him how I'd be willing to do anything once,at one point I told him I wanted to be his bitch I got so low as to ask if he wanted to cum in my ass not knowing how badly it'd hurt to loose my anal virginity, so we planned to meet and well I flaked the first time that day I txt him outta guilt and made up a lame excuse and he sent me a dick pic and eventually I agreed that morning is go over and get it over with, the day came and here I was nervous feeling more horrible then ever about this but here I am walking to the bus stop knowing today's the day I cross the line and have sex with another guy,this bus ride took forever finally I get there and I have to walk to this guys place and I get more nervous each step to there when I notice he's walking to the curb to meet me, basketball shorts and a t shirt completely dl, so we go in he offers me cool aide and I'm to shy to notices his advances, he asked me to sit next to him. This is where I wish i woulda, looked him in the eyes and shared a make out session, instead I ignored that advance and started trying to talk about something else. So here he is noticing my nervousness and tells me relax get comfortable,now a days I wish I would have relaxed on him gotten close for a bit. I jumped the gun and just said so where will we do this, I think his intentions were the front room but he said anywhere and I asked where his room was, so what happened was we went in his room and I sat away from him as he lay back he says come here and I don't wanna turn around and I here "come on come pull my dick out" so I did and sucked him hard he slapped me till I asked him to stop me was making me work his dick with his mouth till I said fuck my ass lets do this, I bent over pants down well he got a condom on when I felt his hands grip my hips there it was he jammed his cock far up my ass and I freaked out and couldn't do it, so he wiped his cock off of the lube,and said fuck it lets see you on your knees, so I got down and proceeded to suck his dick till he came, I swallowed I got shy and left,,,,, so lately I've been fantasizing about him and this situation, well what I wish woulda went down was go in except his advances and curled up do some rubbing kissing,it'd of been better to undress slowly and progress naturally. Then rushed I really wanted to get as nasty as I told him I'd be and wanted to fuck him like we talked about fuck I regret not going with stuff naturally I wanted to suck him and look him in the eyes hands on my back till I was ready to spread em and get fucked I wanted his cum on my face and in my throat I wish I wouldn't of ran off and stayed around to get used a 2nd time that day