I'm a 38yo, 6'2", 210#, bi divorced, full Italian. Although I like pussy, I will only have sex with a female when a bi male is present...and participates. My preference is married, divorced and single jock guys. I am above average with an amazing sex drive and I am not part of the gay community. I cast no stones at gays who are active in the gay community/circles...its just not my thing. Neither is dating a chick, or getting involved in a one-on-one relationships with a female, or male. I work in a family owned business with international clientele with periodic trips to Europe, South America, and Asia. I like my life as it is and not looking to change it...in any manner. No one would ever suspect I am bi. Yet, for some reason, I have become a magnet for bi and jock men.

When I was in my early teens I jerked off with buddies but never more than hand jobs. When I was 10yo my sister left for U of Penn; my older sister was already a student at Sanford U; and my oldest brother was at the U. of Fla. I was an only child for over 3 years. I had the entire upstairs to myself and like it. My dad is in the legal field; my mom was a CPA.; PhD in Finance and an auditor who specialized in colleges and universities. Needless to say, for 9 months a year it was mostly dad and I. He would drop me at school in the mornings and someone from his office would pick me up in the afternoons and I would go to his office until we went to dinner, met a client for dinner, or home. When I was 13yo dad allowed me to ride the city bus from my school to his office. The next year he was going to allow me to ride the bus 8 miles home (with one transfer). Then, I was told my mom's nephew (my 22 yo, recently discharged Marine cousin) was coming to live with us to attend a local community college, and he would pick me up every afternoon from school and take me home with him.

Upstairs our house had 2 bedrooms on each side of the house with one bath between each bedroom; my brother and I had shared a bathroom since my parents allowed me to sleep upstairs. My 2 sisters' bedrooms were across the hall from ours, also with a shared bath. The upstairs den was on the other side of my bedroom, over mom over mom and dad's master bedroom. Although my brother and I kept our hall bedroom doors closed, the bathroom doors were never closed. I grew up observing my brothers swinging Italian Sausage in many different stages... and never had an interest, even when I was participating in circle jerks with other guys my ages. I was 14 when this change occurred with my cousin. My brother was now in grad school and would not be home as often. So my parents put my cousin into my brothers bedroom to keep our sisters bedrooms for them when they came home for summers, as my brother was now in a three full year grad program. I expected some change in living arrangements...but not to the extent I experienced the next few months.

My mom's schedule was the same: drop mom at the airport early Monday mornings and come back Thursday nights. I loved being at dad's office and was happy to forego that joy in exchange for the opportunity to ride a bus 8 miles and having the house to myself. Already use to only having my brother home summers and at breaks, the adjustment e see him boned. Yes, as the days turned into weeks, he became more and more interested in being in my room half dressed and especially when he came out of the shower naked. It started him coming into my room right out of his showers when he was soft, then semi and now he was coming in with a full boner. Each time he got closer and close to me and I was becoming interested as I viewed him differently as I did my brother, who still is my hero.

Dad had branched his practice into International Finance in a move to bring mom off the road and to work with him So, dad was spending more and more time in the evening with clients and on around the world conference calls. I was missing dad being home as much and not seeing him as often. So, my cousin fulfilled a need for someone to be with me, giving dad more freedom to expand. My cousin and I were home alone a lot and I was getting to enjoy seeing his hot naked body and his boner. I would beat off thinking about his cock. I never thought he was teasing me as I had seen my brother boned before and it was just a guy thing. One night my cousin came out of the shower and walked into my bedroom where I was sitting at my desk studying. He was right beside me...his curved cock was inches from the side of my face. I was looking out the corner of my eye... I wanted to touch it, kiss it, put it in my mouth. My cousins sensed I would never make the first move, even when I turned looking directly at his cock. He asked me if I liked seeing his hard cock. I was motion less and speechless. Then, he put his hands on the back of my head and pulled it to his cock... and I opened my mouth. He turned my head to face him holding the sides of my head and slowly moved his cock in and out of my mouth. Then, suddenly he grabbed my head and began to curse and say dirty things as he blew his load down my throat. I thought he was pissing at first because it happened so fast. I beat off a lot then, still do, and I takes me a while to blow a load. I was wrong... he was cumming down my throat and in my mouth; squirting hot, heavy, shots over, and over, and over. His body quivered, he sucked in air, gasping real loud... and he slumped over my head as his left hand grabbed the back of my desk chair. His cum was dripping out the sides of my mouth and down onto my shirt. Finally, he got his breath, raised up and walked over and fell back onto my bed. He said it was such an intense orgasm he thought he was going to pass-out. He called me to the bed where he had me lay down beside him as he reached for my cock. I undid my shorts and he was on my cock like white on rice. Here was my macho, Marine cousin sucking my dick and l was in heaven. It took me a while to blow but he never took it our of his mouth even changing to get over me.


I remember watching him sucking my cock and he was jerking his hard cock. When I blew, he raised up. ...looked at me and said: "man juice will put hair on chest, steel in your cock and fire in your belly." With that he slide up, sitting on my chest, and pulled my head up as he pushed his hard cock back into my mouth. Fingers interlocked and around my head, he was hunch fucking my mouth and I was boned again. He got off me and stood beside my bed...reached for me and pulled up and onto the floor on my knees. Then he said: "I'm a gonna fuck your face, baby,"...and he did as I jacked off shooting a second load so far it hit his ball sac and between his legs. He reached down wiped some of my cum, putting it in his mouth and them mine.

The next 2 years I received my PhD (Plenty Hard Dick) Degree on how to service a jock man...and how a masculine, jock man attracts jock men. It was at least once a day I serviced him and he took care of me too. About a month after our first encounter he took me cherry ass. Oh, who I remember how he worked my hole for days with a finger, then two fingers, then three. The evening he took my ass I knew it would hurt, and knew what he had been doing was getting me ready for the real thing. Although I was almost the same height as him, my cock was a little larger. ..but when he got the head in my ass, it felt like a hot poker. He coached me on breathing deep and relaxing as I felt his cock splitting me into. The pain was intense to say the least, but I wanted to please him and wanted to feel him in me. When I felt his wiry pubs against my ass I knew he we in. He told me to breath deep, relax and get used to it and to tell him when I wanted to try him moving in and out. With a quilt folder under me, I was laying in on my back own my parents California King size bed with my legs up and my cousins cock in my virgin ass. He held the back sides of my legs for leverage as I lost my cherry ass to my Marine cousin. When it was over and he pulled out I looked at his cock and there was a streak of blood on the sides. He got scared and so did I. He took me upstairs where he ran some hot water in the tub and told me to get in. He ran downstairs and came back with the salt box and poured salt into the hot bath water for me to soak. Then he told me he lost his cherry at 12yo to his dad's brother and he bleed too and that a hot saltz bath helps...and it did.

That was the point where he started to share with me his experiences as a teen and those in the military. Over the next 3 months we boned big time. He would even sleep with and I got to where I would go into his bedroom and wake him with his cock in my mouth. He introduced me to water sports, rimming, how to focus on a guys ass to intensify his orgasm and increase his pleasure. How to massage an ass with your mouth, tongue, hands, arms, elbows and how to cork screw, long dick, and donkey cong an ass and a pussy. My cock sucking skills seemed to come natural. He taught me to lock lips with a guy and exhale while he inhales and vise versa and how to gently hold a guys tongue in my mouth with my teeth while making out and during sex.

When he came back after spending Christmas with his family in Jersey I was disappointed when his brother rode back with him for a few days. When we went to bed that night his brother was to stay in my sisters room across the hall (she went back to California the day before they arrived). I was anxious to get me some cousin dick but they stayed in my cousins room talking until it was late, so I went to bed. I heard the toilet flush and then realized someone was standing beside my bed. I rolled over and there stood BOTH of my cousins with their hard dicks in their hands. Like lightening, I was sitting on the side of my bed with my other cousin's cock in my mouth (he was 20yo) and my 22yo cousins cock in my hand. I sucked one, then the other. I stood and they took turns sucking my cock and putting it between their mouths as they knelt beside my bed facing each other. We went into the other bedroom where we laid on the floor and did a daisy chain suck and ass rim. I got one in my ass and one in my mouth and they swapped holes several times. Then my 22 yo cousin asked me if I wanted to fuck his younger brother. That was my first 3 and my first time tagging another jock guys ass. Needless to say the next 2 days was one hot sex session after the other.

During the week my cousins was always close to me, but on the weekends he was out with his buds. So when he came home a night he would slip into me bedroom and tell me about the pussy he fucked, the jock ass he fucked, or the cocks he sucked. More than one time I sucked dried pussy juice and ass juice off his cock. In the Spring he invited me to a Saturday afternoon fishing trip with him and some of his buddies. I was thrilled and my parents delighted he was taking me so they had some time. We left to go to one of the guys apts. to pick him up. We went in and there were 3 guys waiting. They were all macho, blue color jocks. As soon as we got inside and the door was closed, my cousin dropped to his knees and started unzipping one of the guys pants. I was thrilled that I was now going to be part of some of his weekend activities. I went to kneel beside him but one of the other guys told me to come there and I did. He was sitting on the sofa and I knelt between his thick, tan, hairy legs and he pulled out a nice uncut cock (my first uncut). I was bobbing up and down when he pulled my head back and the other guy was standing beside me. I took his cock in my mouth twirled my touch around it. He was already naked so I was massaging his balls and then started to lick and suck those big hairy balls. I was so hard I thought I would burst the zipper on my shorts. About that time the uncut guy was taking off his clothes and he was beside the guy I was sucking so I was going from one to the other. I was excited to be here servicing these jocks.

Out of the corner of my eye I saw my naked cousin and the other guy moving the coffee table into the dinning room and pushing 2 chairs in there too. I knew I was in for my first orgy. The guys I was sucking pulled me up, stripped my clothes and were sucking my cock and eating my ass. Then my cousin and the other guy replaced them and I was in heaven. I knelt down with 4 hard cock in my face going from one to the other. I was so turned on and so were they. Each of us took turns on our knees servicing the others as we edged, and edged, and edged. All 4 got in a line and bent over and I went from one to the other rimming their hairy asses as I stroked their cocks and massaged their balls. They had bi and gay porn on the TV and stopped me once to watch this real hot blonde guy take a big black cock in his ass. My cousins asked my if I wanted to try some black dick and I said, "YES."

I had eaten 7 loads of cum and got off once myself when the door bell rang. My cousins told me it was okay and... in came 2 more jock guys. I was naked, kneeling on the floor sucking one of the guys when the 2 came in... unzipped and I was presented with 2 more hot cocks (one uncut). I sucked some before they undressed and I sucked both until I got 2 more loads of jizz. My cousin had me stand leg apart in the middle of the floor as each of the guys took turns sucking my cock and rimming my ass. I remember I was so excited and turned on I thought I was about to fall. That is when I realized one of the guys had picked my up and was walling down the all with me. He laid me on my back on the bed as he bent down and took my cock in his mouth. Another guy set across my chest with his cock in my mouth, I felt a cock being placed in each hand and my legs lifted up against the back of the guy sitting on my chest. My cock sucker moved to my ass and he began massaging, licking and rimming my ass. Someone else took my cock in their mouth. For the next few minutes it was a blur as they all swapped placed, over, and over, and over. I wanted to cum so bad I was about to scream when I felt a wet finger going into my ass. I wanted it bad...I remember that was the first time I ever screamed during sex. I found out going home they were lubing my ass with Oral-Jel as it helps with pain and deadens the nerves on their cock head so they can last longer. They asked who I wanted first and I said, "the closest one to my ass." I'll never forget that. I am no longer a bottom but I loved being fucked by those jock married men. Now I am a big dicked top who wants my bottoms to have the same joy I experienced.

As the uncut guy I sucked first we going in my ass first the others were all around me kissing, coaching me, rubbing my chest and tits and sucking my cock. It hurt like hell and burnt, but I got use to. For, as I was told, the next 2 hour those men took turns in my ass... a few minutes at a time each. No one was ready to cum, but I had shot off 3 times all over my chest and did so without being touched. I recall those were some intense orgasms. I think because I started out as a bottom I am more sensitive to the needs of a bottom and, therefore, do everything in my power to insure the bottoms I fuck get the greatest amount of pleasure possible. I give a wild prostrate and ass massage with my finger, fingers, hands, arms and elbows....this is before I tongue fuck that ass...and, yes, I eat cream pie...s when I know the guys is safe.

All but 2 of these guys were married and we were suppose to be fishing. So, around noon we went out on the boat for a couple of hours; long enough to get some sun and a few fish. Then, the hormones kicked in and we went back to the apt. where they ran a train on my ass and I love every minute and dick that fucked me. My ass and mouth were filled with cum and I was initiated! When my cousin and I got home my parents left a note that they would be back late that night and left us money for dinner. My cousins took my hand and led me into the dinning room where he pulled the end chair out. Set down in it...pulled me over and took off my clothes. Then he laid me on my back on the table, where dad sits, set in dads chair ate my ass and sucked on my cock. Then, he stood and shoved his curved cock in my used ass and began talking dirty as worked my ass for a long time. We put the dining table and chair back in place and went upstairs. We got naked and got into the shower were he knelt and I pissed on his face, chest and in his mouth. He stood up, bent me over, shoved his cock in my ass and pissed. I remember his piss running around his cock, out my ass and down the insides of my thighs while talked nasty. Then... he grabbed me by the hair of my head for leverage giving me one of a most memorable fuck session.

My cousins got me my first piece of pussy that summer. After he fucked her he pushed my face into her used c**t to eat the cream pie and then I fucked her and he ate my cream pie. He paid her, she left and we were in a 69 before she got her car out of the parking spot at the motel. I wouldn't change anything about my that part of my life if I could. I've been with 3 cousins, an uncle and at 24yo I got my married brother's, jock ass. We are very close and I plow his ass as often as we can arrange s "safe time" together; usually when were out of town on business together (But that's another story...or two dozen). Both my cousins got married had children and both passed in separate accidents a year apart. I still miss them both, especially my Marine cousin who got tag teamed by 7 Marines while he was in Japan. My dad found out I am bi and seemed shocked. He has no idea about my brother but knows my cousins were my first. Had dad suspected he suspected anything he would have stepped in to stop it. However, he says there is a lot more bi activity than straight people think.

The entire 2 years I was married (no kids) I got plenty of cock and jock ass. I divorced her because she was overly possessive, and started using her c**t as a motivator to get me to do want she wanted. I still wear my wedding band as it is a signal "I am taken", so it cuts down on some hits by the chicks. When I travel alone I met the most interesting, professional, married bi men who go nuts when we get in bed and I get at their jock asses. I've a gay friend who tells me I have more luck in straight bars than he does in gay bars. I have to take his word. but I know this he loves to hear about me experiences. Says they are Jack Off material when he is home alone.


Perhaps when I have another slack day I can share some of my other experiences with married,, divorced, and jock gay men.