Straight Male / 21
sorry i dont know which category to select because this doesnt involve sex. i just need to clear my mind from all the hate i receive constantly.
so my friends from high school basically screwed me over. my closest friend always asked for money and payed me back. even though i trusted him, something just felt wrong this time. months pass and he always told me he was getting paid on a christmas bonus. so one day i added it up and it was a little bit over $400 my dumbass barrowed him. i know im dumb for doing that but $10 here $50 there didnt seem like much at the time and he used to pay me back.
anyways, when the holiday bonus payday came around he avoided me. never made a big deal out of it because he was my bestfriend, i trusted him to the fullest. then a month passed and i heard that he got a new iphone, spent money on gambling" bought a large amount of weed and when the money was all gone, sure enough the motherfucker came over to my apartment and asking my girl friend if i was around and that he "needs my help".
i didnt know how to react to all this, plus in the end he turned out to be extremely two faced... shit really hurts, especially when its my closest friend since middle school, going around and talking shit about me the whole time. anyways his dad was a chain smoker and now has the carry around an oxygen tank, i feel bad for him because he was stressed over his wife leaving him and taking all his money and making him and single parent chasing paychecks to support his kids.
but yeah i bring that up because my friend treated his dad like shit, always taking his money and never getting a job to help pay for the bills. his dad found out that he was wasting his time with a bad crowd of people. when his dad confronted him in his attitude and poor choices, he just yelled at his dad and took the car and moved away to his friends in the bigger city.
and now that he's gone i realized how stressed i was because of him. i do miss him, but i cant always try and make him do the right things in life. my dad told me that he needs to learn it the hard way to finally realize what he was doing.
he must be living it up though... always posting on facebook saying fuck his old friends and fuck his old life. and this is all just one friend, i cant even go into detail about my other two friends. im just glad im not hanging out with them no more. all i can say is that i must have wasted my time and effort on them. cared too much for them and in the end i found out they hated me from the start. i just hope that one day they realize all the shit they did and how miserable they made me and their families feel.
so my friends from high school basically screwed me over. my closest friend always asked for money and payed me back. even though i trusted him, something just felt wrong this time. months pass and he always told me he was getting paid on a christmas bonus. so one day i added it up and it was a little bit over $400 my dumbass barrowed him. i know im dumb for doing that but $10 here $50 there didnt seem like much at the time and he used to pay me back.
anyways, when the holiday bonus payday came around he avoided me. never made a big deal out of it because he was my bestfriend, i trusted him to the fullest. then a month passed and i heard that he got a new iphone, spent money on gambling" bought a large amount of weed and when the money was all gone, sure enough the motherfucker came over to my apartment and asking my girl friend if i was around and that he "needs my help".
i didnt know how to react to all this, plus in the end he turned out to be extremely two faced... shit really hurts, especially when its my closest friend since middle school, going around and talking shit about me the whole time. anyways his dad was a chain smoker and now has the carry around an oxygen tank, i feel bad for him because he was stressed over his wife leaving him and taking all his money and making him and single parent chasing paychecks to support his kids.
but yeah i bring that up because my friend treated his dad like shit, always taking his money and never getting a job to help pay for the bills. his dad found out that he was wasting his time with a bad crowd of people. when his dad confronted him in his attitude and poor choices, he just yelled at his dad and took the car and moved away to his friends in the bigger city.
and now that he's gone i realized how stressed i was because of him. i do miss him, but i cant always try and make him do the right things in life. my dad told me that he needs to learn it the hard way to finally realize what he was doing.
he must be living it up though... always posting on facebook saying fuck his old friends and fuck his old life. and this is all just one friend, i cant even go into detail about my other two friends. im just glad im not hanging out with them no more. all i can say is that i must have wasted my time and effort on them. cared too much for them and in the end i found out they hated me from the start. i just hope that one day they realize all the shit they did and how miserable they made me and their families feel.
