It started with shemale porn. Now, I'm a bi-sexual. Most of the porn I now watch is the sissy hypno stuff. I didn't think it would actually work... Why the fuck I thought that I don't know... But now I'm a full fledged bisexual. I LOVE cock and I want to drink cum. I want to be fucked in the ass by men while wearing women's clothes, and for them to cum on my face when they're done.... Just like all the facial girl porn I used to watch.

The hypno stuff has really changed me. Even when I'm in "straight mode" I often overlook the girls and see only cock. I have a big foot fetish, but only women's feet because, ugh, but instead of drooling over their gorgeous feet, now I'm drooling waiting for the close up of the guy cumming on her toes and I drool as I dream of sucking his cum off her toes.

Anal sex porn has now started to give me constant thoughts of wishing I was her instead of him. I also can't wait until his dick comes out so I can dream of wrapping my mouth on it. I also fantasize that when he pulls his big cock out, that it's coated in her shit.... Oh yea, I love women's poop.

Not necessarily the poop itself but the idea that I'm her toilet. I so badly want my wife to make me build a toilet seat chair for me to sit under while she pissed in my mouth, then poops all over my face. I then wish she'd stand up and use her feet to smear it on my face and shove her shit in my mouth and tell me to swallow it. She'd tell me the incentive for swallowing it would be that she'd let me suck her realistic looking strap on and demand I "suck her cock." She'd then turn me over and fuck my ass with it while calling me a faggot.

I love women. I'm more attracted to them than men. I'm actually not really attracted to men that much (in comparison) but sometimes I fantasize about more than cock. But the point is I love women. And I love my wife more than anything in this world, I'd die for her without hesitation. If she knew I felt this way about cock and was turned away and asked me to stop and all that, I would. Which is why I unfortunately have to keep this under wraps for the time being because I don't want to give this up right now. Because I love cock. I want to fuck men in their ass and watch them suck my cock, I want them to fuck my ass and I'll suck their cocks. I want to have other men's cum all over me and I want to drink it. I want young hot women to laugh at me, pointing, and calling me a faggot while I suck cocks and drink their cum. Then as I lie their in the floor covered in cum, savoring it even after all the men have left, I want a train of those beautiful women to take turns squatting over my cum covered face and shitting into my mouth making me eat it.

I'm a bisexual, and I feel like I'm just getting started.