I have lived in the same house since birth and know almost everyone in my town. I go to community college now and still see many of the guys and girls I grew up with. When I was 14 I started helping my mom at the recreation center where she is still the manager. I helped mostly with the cleanup in the evenings and mostly took care of the sports equipment. She ran basketball, indoor hockey and indoor soccer games a few nights a week and I would collect all the gear afterwards and put them away in the equipment room. A month or two went by when I realize if I stood on a chair I could see right into the boys locker room. Across the top of the ceiling is sort of like a vent thats about two feet wide and 6 or 7 inches down from the ceiling. Why it was done that way I don't know but I could see almost the entire room including the shower area and the bathroom area. The only real privacy area is where the toilets are but the showers are only stalls and most of the urinals were visable as was most of the locker area. The very first time I looked in I saw at least 20 or more naked boys, most of whom I knew from school. I knew if I could see into the locker room that I had to turn the lights off in the equipment room, since that vent was made of metal slats and they could also see any light from it. I had the key from the office all the time but I knew my mom also had a key and I had to be careful when I did go in to look at the boys. For the next few years I was peeping in at them at least one night a week. I usually helped my mom 2 or 3 nights a week up until I got out of high school. By that time there weren't to many boys in town that I hadn't seen naked and many of them many times. My present boyfriend doesn't know this but I saw him naked lots of times even before I got to really know him well. It wasn't just boys either since a lot of the men in town played basketball sometimes and used the locker room and showers. I never told anybody I did that and there are very few of my male friends that I never saw naked. The shower area was about 15 yards away from where the vent was and I even began taking binoculars with me to watch the boys in the showers. I would focus in on their penis and just enjoyed watching them wash themselves. I shamefully also watched many of them urinate and still today remember which boys had the largest penis and even who are circumsized or not. I haven't done this for a couple years now but admit I liked watching them and also admit I used to masturbate when I got home thinking about it. It did arouse me when I watched them but I never took the chance of masturbating in the equipment room. My mom almost caught me a couple times over those years but never suspected what I was doing. I don't even know if she realized that vent went into the boys room. When I go shopping or am just somewhere where a lot of people are I look at the guys and know which ones I had seen naked at one time or another. Out of the close friends I have there are 8 guys and their girlfriends who I see often. Out of the 8 there are only two that I don't think I saw naked and theres a good chance I probably did. I just don't do it anymore but I probably could if I wanted to because my mom still runs the recreation center today. Its mostly kids anyway and now that I am older that would be worse than what I did back then. I still think about it and can't believe how many guys I have seen naked which I can't even put a number to it. Its almost every boy I went to school with or neighbor boy and many grown men who also know my parents. I quess at 14 I was curious but that didn't stop me from continuing to watch them every chance I had. I feel as long as they don't know it will never hurt them and I could never admit something like this to anybody. My boyfriend is two years older than me and when I was 14 I wasn't sure what his name was but knew he was circumsized. I also saw his brother naked many times and a few times saw his uncle naked. Its a secret I have to keep.