I'm not 18, but I'm in high school. I want to release all my built up secrets. Ever since freshman year, me and my boyfriend have been in marching band. We have been dating for 4 years and we finally got to the sexual stage of things. Let's start from the beginning. At night, we would stay up late describing what we want to do to each other and I told him that I wanted to see his penis. Me being an inexperienced virgin, they've always intrigued me. On the way to an away football game on the band's bus, he unzipped his pants and let me see it.

I immediately wanted more. He pulled me close to him and whispered that I could touch it so I did. I felt his large pile of curly hair and I developed a love for it. Even now, I like to put my hand in his pants just to feel his pubic hair. I gripped him at the base and just moved my hand slightly to feel it. I asked him what he would like and he told me to grip it tight and rub it. I felt him get hard and I was stunned by how large he grew to.

I leaned towards him and kissed him deeply as I gave him a hand job. He moaned softly and he asked if he could touch my breast. I gave him permission and he proceeded to feel me over my shirt. By this time, we had to end our escapades. We basically did the same on the way home, only a little more frantically.

On the next band trip, we continued this, only I put his hand in my shirt and bra. I played with him more and I found it incredible how hard he got. I kissed him more and slipped my tongue in his mouth. We fought for dominace, our tongues dancing together. On the way home, we talked about him fingering me. However, we decided not to.

On the way to a competition, we had a 2 hour bus ride each way. During this time, I mastered my hand job technique, and he played with my breasts. I told him that I was ready for him to be in me so I guided his fingers into me. He kissed my neck and made sure it was what I wanted. I reassured him and he fingered me. It was truly amazing.

He always made sure I was comfortable with whatever we were doing and I loved him for that. He never pressured me.

Throughout the years, we only got more sexual and loving. We were each other's first everythings. We were each other's first serious partner, first kiss, first sexual situation, and only we've seen each others' bodies. This is only part of the secrets. It's amazing what can happen on a dark crowded bus. Overall, we're both saving ourselves for marriage, but we'll always have these memories.

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by Anonymous on Dec 25, 2014 at 4:05 AM

Hard to believe there are still kids like you guys out there. Saving yourselves for marriage is such an old-fashioned and dumb concept. I mean, its cute in a 1950's kinda way, but so silly. You must be on some kind of christian cult.

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by Anonymous on Dec 25, 2014 at 11:01 AM

AMEN #1, I'll back you all the way. I can recall the old saying that the first baby can be born any time after marriage but then it takes 9 months.

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by Anonymous on Dec 29, 2014 at 10:37 PM

May I ask why you consider it a dumb concept? It's not that we're really religious, we want to be able to give our virginity to someone we know that we without a doubt we love and not have to regret it if we break up. I was taught about sex and my virginity using a metaphor. I was told that it's a gift that can only be opened once and you shouldn't waste it on someone you don't love. I know it may seem like a silly childish thing but it makes perfect sense to me. Why give something so special to someone that's not so special to you? Isn't losing your virginity to your significant other the perfect representation of your love to them?

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