I was late to experience sex. I didn't 'do it' until after I'd joined the Army. The woman(a soldier assigned to my company) who showed me the beauty of sex was very special and understanding. We saw each other for a while during our time in the service. She got out before I did. We stayed in touch. She was able to visit with me once when she was in my part of the world on business. Needless to say we had lots of sex during her visit. She's a little bit older than man and had lost her husband before entering the Army. We drifted apart after our visit. I don't even know where she is now if she's even alive. My desire is to find her and if she's willing, make love to her until I collapse. She is not beautiful but I think she's lovely. Not only was she the first woman I made love with, but she gave me my first blowjob too. There are no words to describe the sensation I got when she took my dick in her mouth. This woman knew just what to do! I thought I'd pass out from what I was feeling. She looked so at ease sucking my cock. Her pussy was beyond wonderful. I came inside her and my head was swimming. God, I never felt that way before! So many times I have relived our brief times together. Someday I have to at least try to find her, but if I did, what would I do?