Last year on my birthday my best friend came over to my house. He was gay and had a crush on me. I always found it kinda sexy that he had a crush on me but i never thought i was gay. I let him in my house and it was almost midnight. I let him in and we started talking then after about an hour he kissed me like an animal.

I didn't want him to stop so when he pulled away i started kissing him back, he pulled away and said "i thought you weren't gay" and i just whispered back "I'm not but its just something about you makes me think i am" and we just kissed for a few minutes before we went to my bedroom. Then he took his shirt off and i pulled his pants down and started to play with his cock until it got rock hard. I was wanking him until i started sucking his dick.

I'd never even wanted to suck a dick until i was with him alone. When he cam i swallowed his entire load. He asked me if i wanted to fuck him or what next and i said no i want you to fuck me soon. So to wait till we could again he started to suck my dick (it felt better him sucking my dick than any girl who did) when i cam he started to fuck me (i had never been fucked before and it felt so great and didnt hurt at all) when he cam inside me i turned and said to him "i love you"

He told me he loved me to and that whole night we fucked everyway we could. He's my boyfriend, we live together now and we fuck like that every single night. I'm not out my family still think I'm straight but he's family know i'm gay like they know he is. I just wanted to get that off my chest and to let people know about it.