I don't want to make this too long.

During the summer between my freshman and sophomore year I had a job as bell man at a large hotel in town. I got the job because a friend of mine was working there and the tips were good. My shift was 3 to 11.

There was this Mexican cook who worked the same shift, he was in his mid forties. He was a nasty man with a heavy beard. But since we worked the same shift he would talk to me when I went back into the kitchen for supper, or when we crossed paths. His name was Manuel.

One day he told me had a stereo that he wanted to sell, if I knew any one that might want it. He gave me particulars, but I never asked anyone. After several days he asked me if I had found anyone, and after I said no, he offered to give it to me, so I accepted. We agreed that I would stop by his apartment after work and pick it up. So about 11:30 after we were done and clocked out, I followed him to his apartment. He lived quite far away, in the lower end of town in a garage apartment. The place was dark and I was scared to leave my car on the street. I sat in my car for several minutes, not knowing if I should leave my car to go get the stereo. But he came over to the window and told me to follow him.

His apartment was like him, it was dingy and small, a smelled of cigarettes and beer. He lived alone, there was one bed and a kitchen chair and a small round table, a small sink and fridge. He took a beer out of the fridge and offered me one, and then went to the small bathroom and without closing the door he stood there and peed. I watched, I stood there and watched him pee. He looked back at me and played with his cock and asked me in Spanish "te gusta?", if I liked it.

He zipped up and came out into the room and asked me again "queres verga?", do you want cock. I was standing there like a fool, with the uncapped beer in my hand, and he grabbed me by the crotch, and he whispered hard to me "te voy a dar verga, guero", I am going to give you cock, white boy. He went and sat of the bed and called me over, so he could kiss me. Like a moth to light I walked over slowly and when I was in front of him, he undid the belt of my pants and zipped me down and took out my cock and sucked it. I didn't even realize that my jeans were around my ankles. He pulled my underwear down and held me by my butt and sucked on my dick, I was so hard it hurt.

He pulled me down on the bed, and I had to take off my shoes and pants and laid me on my back to suck me, his fingers were all around my balls, and then he started to finger my butt. I couldn't believe that I was there and this grubby Mexican was sucking me off and fingering me. But all I could do was lay back.

He had pushed my shirt up and was tweaking my nipples when he laid a big hairy kiss on my lips. I have never had much of a beard, and his hairy face against mine felt both strange and exhilarating. I really started to get horny then, he was jacking me off while he kissed me and I was about to cum, when he stopped and put his hand on my chest and told me it was now my time.

He got totally undressed, he had a large round belly, under which his dark brown cock was pocking out. He told me to suck him hard. While I sucked him, he reached down to finger me, all I could do was open my legs for his finger. He reached over to the small dresser and took out a tube of lube and told me to lay back and open my legs so he could lube me. His finger felt cold as he rubbed the lube on me, then all of a sudden his finger was hot as he finger fucked me. On my back, he pushed my legs up and stood in front of me and said again in Spanish 'esto te va gustar', you are going to like this, and he pushed in and slowly he fucked me. To say it hurt, I don't know, it felt like nothing I had ever experienced, I just could not get enough, his face was serious as he pushed further and ruther in, until I felt his balls against me, and he started to fuck in and out slowly. I looked down, I was totally limp, with my cock just flopping around bit by bit as he fucked me. I laid my head back and just closed my eyes, and felt him kiss me on the lips and I went into a trance.

I spent the night with him, in those dirty messy sheets. It was a cold apartment, and I laid close to him, hearing mim snore. My head was full of regrets, and fear, and all other kind of mixed feelings. I got up to go to the bathroom, and gently wiped my butt. I wasn't sore, but I was tender, I was naked, and he was sleeping there naked, his limp cock just laying there. I noticed he wasn't circumcised like I was. My cock seemed so small compared to his. I fantasized about just going over there and sucking his cock while he slept, but all I did was walk over there and get in bed beside him and laid there until day light.

He fucked me again many times that summer, and I sucked him off many times, I enjoyed sucking him off, there was just something about his cock that turned me on so bad. Dark brown cocks continue to be my downfall. I am not into the gay lifestyle, I am primarily heterosexual in my life. But my outside adventures continue to be having sex with a man. I am definitely the bottom, I have topped, but only for much younger guys, I much prefer to be the bottom to a more mature, Mexican or Latino man. I liked to be kissed, I am into men with lots of facial hair, and I can give a pretty good blowjob. I do swallow, but almost always with someone I don't know, swallowing cum from a one night stand helps me finish off the night. I like the taste in my mouth as I drive home, I just don't want to know their name. Fortunately I live in the San Diego area and there are lots of Latino's around here, I would never move.

I remember Manuel, he was my first, and my best. You just can't replicate the experience. I hope one day I can do the same for nice young man.