So I don't know what it has come to am I gay??? I just I don't know I've sucked a couple dicks swallowed some loads all random and well everytime I'm about to go meet them I justbhesitate and procrastinate I ask myself if I really wanna suck another dick? I lie to myself and say it's my first time reality is my best friend in junior high seduced me into sucking his dick one day in my room and when I was younger id convince friends to let me lick there dicks, later on i started using the Internet to find dick and got my ass rammed and learned what it's like to be slapped around and talked dirty to by another man, I snuck into another friends house multiple times sucked him dry and bounced eventually I got the courage to go to an arcade and suck a handful of cocks there like a lot from Latinos to old white guys smal limp dicks to vieny logs, fucked a cross dresser and got fucked by him, also sucked a trannies dick along with 2 black guys and they both buttfucked me raw one cumming in me, my most recent experiance was this fat latino I feel was gay, he drove around and actually talked to me about this and why I wanted to do it, we parked and out came his soft dick for me to get hard and I sucked and sucked as he coached verbally telling me I did so good just kept talking dirty calling me a good little dick sucker he knew I did this before but he went along with the this is my first time story,he came so much and so hard I swallowed every bit so idk how or what to classify this as or what I am but I always regret it after yet here I am, wanting to get butt fucked now