Why have men my age become so soft, almost feminine ?.

My latest boyfriend/fiance for instance. When we first got together, he was all over me for sex. We'd fuck at my apaprtment, at his parents home and the ultimate for me, we'd fuck outside as I just love being fucked in the open air.

When I say fucked, I do actually mean fucked. I'm not the type of young woman who likes sex in a lovey type way. I adore strong hard taken sex. I like nothing better than to be lead into some wooded area, have my panties ripped off and have him power fuck my mouth, pussy and asshole.
I might not look as though I do, as I work in a library, but believe me I really do adore rough sex. I know I'm attractive looking. I'm slim with decent sized firm breasts and a backside which has men and women taking a second glance.

So back to my fiance and me. Like I said, at first our sex life was good, even if his cock isn't the biggest, but recently all he wants to do is make love. I told him about my need to dominated sexually, but he just didn't listen. Then only two weeks ago at the gym I attend, I met a guy who used to date a friend of mine when we were teenagers. I knew he wanted to get into my panties back then, so I asked him if he wanted to cut short his gym session.
There is a deserted farm close to the gym and I had him take me there. Out behind a broken down out building I was given what I'd hoped would happen. I was pushed down to the ground and forced to suck on his fat cock. He made me gag as he skull fucked me and had me begging to be fucked. He literally tore off my exercise pants and panties, shoved up against the wall and entered my asshole from behind.

I did cum, only just. But because he was too excited, he came too quickly and that was that. I tried to suck his cock back to life as I was craving to be fucked again, but he told me he needed to get back to his wife.
Back at my apartment, my fiance was making plans for our wedding. I looked at him and thought to myself, either he shapes up and starts fucking me again, like I like it, or I'm going to keep on cheating on him. I would leave him all together, but he's my money pot and I can put up with his soft ways, if I really have to. I just wish he'd be the sexual man I first met.