I don't cheat on my boyfriend but I have been having sex with another guy who is our friend. I've been with my boyfriend for two years. He is 31. His friend is 36. His friend's wife is 31 so I am the youngest in our group. At first I felt awkward about it but it got better except that I had to get used to her treating me like a child all the time which I hate. But over time we became a close little group.

Then things started getting sexual. She's a beautiful elegant blond with brown eyes, she's taller than me at around 5'10 statuesque and pretty with pretty much a perfect body. Her boyfriend is an athletic guy who lives in the gym with beautiful hair and eyes, he's rich, smart and has a strong personality that can be grating at times.

I'm brunette with brown eyes, about 5'6" with a fit body but I do have hips, an ass and really nice boobs. People seem to think I'm more cute than pretty although I don't really like the way I look.

My boyfriend is tall at 6'2 and in ok shape with a little belly that I like for snuggling. He has a shaved head, beautiful eyes and nice smile. He is usually funny and nice and everyone loves him but gets really demanding towards me a lot and puts me down when he's drunk. I really love him and want it to work because the good is so good I put up with the bad.

Well the sexual stuff started out at just humorous talk and joking, then occasionally watching erotic type porn and stuff. Our boyfriends would openly talk about our sex lives in front of all of us and we had no secrets after awhile. I became the one who never had sex with a girl, or a threesome or sex when someone watched or whatever. She teased me all the time about little sexual things. One time when my boyfriend was drinking he described my body to the other couple in excruciating detail while I was sitting there trying to politely change the subject. They pretty much knew that my pussy is always waxed, and how I get really wet, and soft and that I don't cum with my boyfriend unless I masturbate while we do it, even about the times we tried anal and how I give blow jobs while wearing lingerie. They knew all the intimate details which was just different for me having always kept my sex life private.

Of course I learned all the details of their sex lives too. I used to get jealous because their stories would get my husband excited and I'd catch my boyfriend looking at her all the time. I hated it that she would just talk about what she likes in bed, how she likes men touching her ass and how she and her boyfriend share each other with other people.

The first time we did something physical it was between me and her while the guys watched. We kissed softly and touched each other. We didn't go any farther. The next time she and her boyfriend started fooling around right in front of me and my boyfriend. I wanted to leave but he wanted to stay. They got more and more into it.

They are very sensual lovers, kissing slowly and softly, touching lightly, every move sexy and calculated, no groping or grabbing just very arousing. She removed all her clothes except her panties and took her boyfriend's cock out. My boyfriend and I were kissing an touching each other too. I was very aroused when I let him strip me down to my panties as well. He wanted to do this so I went along for him. I felt our friend's eyes on me just as ours had been on them. I felt nervous knowing they were watching me.

After she took his cock out he relaxed and leaned back and it came into view sticking through his suit fly. He was very big, long, straight and thick. I had trouble taking my eyes off of it. He watched me watching him. She came right out and told my boyfriend I wanted her husband's cock. She motioned for me to come over. My boyfriend pushed me towards them encouraging me. I moved to their couch trying to pull my boyfriend along thinking we were going to all be together but he let his hand slip from mine and stayed on our couch as she took my hand to pull me towards her's. I kept looking back at him while their hands were on me pleading with my face for him to join us but he just encouraged me.

Their hands felt good and her lips on mine were sweet and alluring and when she took my hand and slipped it around his cock I squeezed and stroked it softly enjoying its length and hardness. His hands explored my body while his wife and I made out. Her kisses were soft but insistent. His hands were firm and relentless. He explored my back, my legs, my ass, my arms, hands, breasts, nipples, stomach and every inch of my pelvic area except my pussy. I wanted to feel his hands there badly but he skirted it each and every time.

Then he took my head in his strong hands and pulled my lips to his to kiss me like I've never been kissed before. I've never experienced such insistent passion. Each time I tried to pull away thinking the kiss was done he continued, firm deep kisses, soft nips, tongue flics, his hand holding my head firm by the back of my neck, his fingers on my nipples, his wife removing my panties, his French kissing removing my body's stiffness each time I became nervous.

He continued melting me with his mouth and hands while she explored my body before her lips joined ours for a beautiful three way session of kissing and touching. I used my hand to indicate to my boyfriend I wanted him to join us but he was motionless staring at us lustfully. I didn't know what he was doing but he kept nodding at me to go on. I finally turned from him and put my soul into the couple I was on the couch with. I didn't ask him to join us again the rest of the time we were together.

We continued making out. I felt her fingers slip into me softly and tenderly. He took my breasts into his mouth. She began to lick and kiss his cock which was sicking up just under my face. I couldn't keep my eyes off of it. She was smiling at me as she kissed and licked it then began indicating for me to join her. I resisted looking over for my boyfriend's approval and locked my eyes on his stiff cock. I slid down towards it. I realized later I was licking and biting my lips as I drew close to it which is what I tend to do when I get a hard cock near my lips. She was holding it by the base keeping it pointed right at me lightly licking the shaft mouthing "go ahead". I never wanted to please a man more in my life than I did at that moment in time.

I kissed the very tip oh so softly, slowly again and again, catching every spot I could, then down to the base and back again, running my tongue right up the shaft to the tender spot under the head where my wet tongue made this beautiful man shiver. I took the head into my mouth, soulfully massaging it with my tongue, milking it with my lips, becoming desperate to pleasure him. She was sucking his balls while I took his cock deep in my throat, sliding it up then down, sucking and massaging his cock head. The taste of pre-cum flooded my mouth, so sweet and satisfying, I sucked him bobbing my head, drooling down his cock, my hands squeezing, my mouth sucking. I was lost in his cock. He let me suck him for a very long time while my boyfriend watched and his wife ran her fingers through my hair kissing my face and sensuously massaging my body and his balls.

He finally slipped my mouth off of his cock. I was disappointed. I wanted to feel the rush of bringing him to orgasm but he lay me back, lifted my leg and prepared to make love to me. I was ready for him too. My boyfriend didn't enter my mind as I watched this man rub his cock up and down my aching slit. His wife held me as he entered me, his huge cock slowly pushing deep until I gasped. He was thick and long and pushed deep enough to hurt. He slowly fucked me while I watched his cock slide in and out. He stared at my face, each thrust making me groan or gasp. He was strong enough to lift me just enough to go a little deeper making me cry out with each thrust. Faster and faster he made love to me, his wife reaching for my pussy. As he fucked me she began to rub my clit. I was breathing fast trying not to make too many weird faces but I was being pushed too far. She pushed the good mixture of pain and pleasure he was creating with his steady pumping to another level of ecstasy when she found the rhythm on my clit. She saw me responding and found just the right pace. Usually right about then, I'd have been touching myself to achieve orgasm but for the first time ever I didn't have too. I lay back moaning as the two of them pleasured me such as I've never felt before before. I had a tremendous orgasm writhing and grabbing at the couch as the spasms of pleasure wracked my body.

Before I'd even caught my breath he rolled me over and continued doggie style. It took me a second to orient myself when I became aware that he was fucking me now. No more making love. My ass in the air, face mashed in the couch trying to breath, him fucking me hard, fast and deep. He had a death grip on my hips while I felt my tits swaying. I heard him grunting and groaning and thought he was going to cum but he held off and fucked me faster and harder trying to make himself cum. Then I felt an orgasm building. Oh shit it felt so good. It would build, go away, build go away. Over and over it was so close to getting to that point of no return but would subside. I wanted it so bad, so bad to cum from being fucked and it was right there. My tears flowed, I moved in rhythm with his cock tantalizing close, his cock pounding my cervix I had to use my hand on his stomach to keep him from going too deep, afraid he was going to cum before I finished then on the edge again and again and at long last this last time the little initial tingle was followed by a bigger one and a longer one and then longer and longer and it was working I was going cum from a cock fucking me, finally finally. I screamed when I came, god it was so strong, I shook and grunted over and over. I was so out of it I didn't even know that he had cum too until his cock slipped out of me and I felt that familiar feeling of wetness between my legs. It was so so worth doing it.

Now I loved it don't get me wrong. I loved sex with him, with her everything and the empowerment I felt from cumming from him fucking me has awakened so much more sexual confidence I never dreamed of having. We have threesomes all the time now. Fucking, laying together kissing, oral sex, everything. This amazing older man makes me cum every time no matter what position we try he fucks me and I cum harder and harder all the time.

My boyfriend though still will not join us. He watches, always watches. I trying to get him to have a threesome with me and her a few times and he didn't join. He's never joined, never touched either of us when we're together or anything even close to participating. He gets so turned on we have sex when we are alone every time but I hate that he just watches. I love the sex and attention but I hate that a man other than my boyfriend is the only person who can make me cum and that my boyfriend watches him do it and never joins or gives me that kind of pleasure. I love it but I'm confused and scared for our relationship.