You never know what life is going to throw at you. Some choices you make have very little impact on others, some choices alter lives. As has been the case with myself.
My wife wanted Kim to us to share our sexual lives with others, I didn't. She was quite happy to indulge herself with men who have larger cocks than mine, I wasn't. Yet I went along with her wishes to not seem like a kill joy, or an old fashioned dweeb.
Then we met Mark in July last year. He's a great guy who desperately wanted me to be more inclussive in our arrangement. Kim hated the idea as it took away her control, her singular sexual need, and the fact I think her need to humiliate me sexually.
It was happy accident that I ended up with his cock in my mouth, as he was fucking my wife from behind. His cock slipped out of her pussy as I lay beneath and I ended up with a mouthful of prime white ten inch cock. It was so normal to me to just suck in his cock and from his words, "To give me an unbelievable blow job". It seemed I was a natural.
Kim became pissed off and left us alone as she stormed out to sit downstairs. I spent the next half an hour learning how to pleasure Marks wonderful cock. He later made it upto Kim as he went downstairs and fucked the shit out of her, but not before we'd arranged to meet up the following afternoon.
The motel was clean enough and cheap. There was nothing cheap about how Mark taught me to accept his cock deep up asshole. We spent an hour over our alotted two hours as Mark introduced me to gay sex.
I went from a hetrosexual man, to a man who kissed another, was rimmed and rimmed another mans. Sucked in his cock and enjoyed every inch of his hard throbbing cock. And finally one who lay on his side as a huge cock was slowly slid up his ass.
The thrill, the enjoyment and the total acceptance of another man taking me anally was instantly awsome. Mark had known he'd wanted me more than my wife and had as he's said "Fucked kim to get to you". There was never ever going to be a situation in my life where I woud meet another man for sex before Kims insistance.
Now a very happy husband of kim, has found a life and sexual preference which goes from strength to strength. Since July ,ark and I have been having an affair. It's got to the stage where he's asked me to move in with him and to leave kim. On the other hand, Kim has gone completely th opposite way. She's now saying we shouldn't, we shouldn't, I think she means she shouldn't have gone down the sexual sharing road.
Well it's too late for that, as I think I'm going to accept Marks offer. It would hurt Kim, but it would free an increasingly gay sided bisexual married man, me.
Kims choice, is now mine to make.