When i was 17 years old, i had a fetish for grabbing bottoms on the bus.

I have done it maybe 2 or 3 times.
I stopped after i saw the woman whose ass i had groped crying. i felt insanely guilty and could not bring myself to go outside for 3 weeks.

I knew i would be punished for this. I am 27 years old now, 28 this October 2015. And still a virgin. No. i don't care what feminists say. Men can be virgins. And pound for pound Men hurt more. Since sexual feelings are primarily visual for us.

I realize as i wake up in a cold bed each morning, see my other cousins and brothers having happy and sad and normal lives, that this is my punishment.

This is a weight off my chest. I do not know if this will stay here or maybe deleted in the future, but for now, I am relieved.