Bi-Sexual Male / 55
I'm a 77 year old widower with 5 daughters, 9 grandchildren and 4 great-great children. My wife and I were married 48 years and I miss her more than anyone can imagine. My head knows she's gone but not my heart. I'm alone most of the time but I'm not lonely as I'm active, look and feel a lot younger than my age and I spend a lot of time reminiscing days long gone. My wife never knew I was bisexual or that many of my male buddies were actually fuck buds. I'm fortunate to have had the best of both worlds; a lot of successes and sorrows along the way. Life has a way of equalizing things, and for that I'm also thankful.
The youngest of 6 my oldest brother was a casualty of the Korean Conflict, the brother older than me died when he was 3 so there are a number of years between me and my sisters. My dad was the General Overseer of a textile mill on the south and we lived on a 12 room white house with columns across the street from the main entrance to the mill, and across the street from the company store and the doctors office for the employees and families. The rest of the houses on 1st street were half the size of ours and were the homes of the other "boss men" at the mill. My family was Southern Baptist, Democrats who fought against unionization and for segregation. The only thing which has changed in the south is that the textiles have moved overseer and after the 1964 Civil Rights Acts was passed the Democrats moved to the Republican Party with a new very real radical fringe known as the Tea Party.
Dad was always on call for issues at the mill, and living across the street he has been called to the mill at all hours of the day and night. Sundays was always spent at church and with family so dad didn't have a lot of time for me and mom was the social butterfly, church pianist and planation czar.
One summer evening when I was 13 years old my oldest sisters husband took me to a local lake fishing (dad has asked him to spend some time with me). While sitting at the lake one of my brother-in-laws cousins saw us and came over to fish beside us. He was drinking beer, which was forbidden around us, and the more he drank the more his conversation and jokes became sexual. Finally he was sharing sexual details regarding a women he was fucking. I distinctly recall him laughing as he pointed to my crotch were my hard was obvious to him before it was to me. I was humiliated that I was hard and so engrossed in his porn quality details that I was lost in my own thoughts.
On our way home that night, my brother-in-law told me not to be embarrassed and please not to tell my parents about the conversation I overheard or the beer. I told him not to tell anyone I was sitting there with my cock hard for all the world to see. I remember my brother-in-law telling me he got boned all the time as he put his hand on his left leg where he rubbed his cock and said, "see I'm hard right now." Beyond those details the next thing I remember we are sitting on a country road with the car lights off and I'm sucking my brother-in-laws cock. He was sort a hunch fucking my mouth and then he puts his hand on the back of my head and held it there while he cum in my mouth. When he let me up I had so much cum in my mouth it was running out and down the front of my shirt. He pulled my head back and told me swallow and I did. From that hot summer night until I enlisted in the Navy he and I sucked and fucked each other at least once a week. When I was discharged from the military I didn't move back home but he and I remained cock sucking buddies the rest of his life.
I'd had jack of sessions with a cousin before me and my brother-in-law had sex and now I was ready, willing and anxious to take those sessions to a new level. Actually I played around with 2 different cousins on my dad's side and one on my mom's side. The Boss Man who lived next to us, 2 of my high school friends, and several different men I worked with at the mill, after I started working part time when I turned 16. I never told one about my activity with the other; didn't kiss and tell. I made contacts with other men in the Navy and had my share of women too. I loved my wife and enjoyed sex with her; we had a healthy and active sex life until her illness a few months prior to her passing. My confession is: as much as I loved my wife and as much as I like women and enjoy sex with them, the best sex of my life has always been with men.
I had known my brother-in-law since I was 6 years old, he was the like an older brother and spent a lot of time with me in none sex activities. I sucked his cock once kneeling in our kitchen floor while he looked out the window into he back yard where the rest of the family was churning ice cream. Once at their house I sucked his cock while the kids were in the next room napping. One day he was laying under my mom's car changing a fan belt and when he finished he slid his head from out under the front bumper and grabbed my cock. I unzipped kneeling as I put a knee on each side of his head and he sucked my cock while I looked through the car. We never kissed or made out, it was pure animal lust between us and it was good. Actually, I've never kissed another man and never been with a man that I didn't leave completely satisfied.
One day dad asked me and my brother-in-law to make a 2 hour strip to another town to pick up a barrel of dye for the Dye House at the mill. On our way he told me about a park in that town where you can get blow jobs. I was in for a new experience as he stopped there before the pickup. Sure enough a couple of men were hanging around the bathroom at tables as we went in. Unlike bathrooms of today, there were no potions between the toilet and the urinal was a long trough. I was coached and went to one of the toilets to piss and he went to the trough. No sooner than the door closed behind us before a man came in and stood beside my brother-in-law. It wasn't 30 seconds before that man was holding my brother-in-laws cock. He told the man I was okay and he was on his knees sucking his cock lightening fast. I was motioned over and the man sucked me too. Then he was back and forth from one to the other. He finally stood up and told us his buddy was outside the door standing guard and they swapped places. The other guy came in and sucked us until the guy outside came in saying, "here comes Miss Quaker State." The door opened and in came this tall, sissy man flipping his wrist yelling, "Catch ya mother if ya can. Honey, is this strange meat for mama." With that we walked out of the bathroom back to the truck. One of the men who was sucking us came and apologized for "Miss Quaker States" bad manners. When we asked how did he get that name the man said, "Miss Quaker State" was at a truck stop and picked up a john who had a donkey dick and it wouldn't fit in Miss Quaker State's ass. So, the john opened a can of 30 weight Quaker State Motor oil greased up his cock and that ass and shoved a 12 incher in the drag queens ass, without friction. I'll never forget my first encounter with a drag queen and how he got his nick name; Miss Quaker State, or the first time me and my brother-in-law had a 3 way.
I fucked a lot of women and can recall most of them but not the details. However, when it comes to sex with men the details are forever etched in the theater of my mind; many precious memories and lots of jack off material. I've never told anyone that me and my oldest sisters husband were bi fuck buddies for half a century and no one would have reason to suspect either of us suck cock and take it in the ass.
The youngest of 6 my oldest brother was a casualty of the Korean Conflict, the brother older than me died when he was 3 so there are a number of years between me and my sisters. My dad was the General Overseer of a textile mill on the south and we lived on a 12 room white house with columns across the street from the main entrance to the mill, and across the street from the company store and the doctors office for the employees and families. The rest of the houses on 1st street were half the size of ours and were the homes of the other "boss men" at the mill. My family was Southern Baptist, Democrats who fought against unionization and for segregation. The only thing which has changed in the south is that the textiles have moved overseer and after the 1964 Civil Rights Acts was passed the Democrats moved to the Republican Party with a new very real radical fringe known as the Tea Party.
Dad was always on call for issues at the mill, and living across the street he has been called to the mill at all hours of the day and night. Sundays was always spent at church and with family so dad didn't have a lot of time for me and mom was the social butterfly, church pianist and planation czar.
One summer evening when I was 13 years old my oldest sisters husband took me to a local lake fishing (dad has asked him to spend some time with me). While sitting at the lake one of my brother-in-laws cousins saw us and came over to fish beside us. He was drinking beer, which was forbidden around us, and the more he drank the more his conversation and jokes became sexual. Finally he was sharing sexual details regarding a women he was fucking. I distinctly recall him laughing as he pointed to my crotch were my hard was obvious to him before it was to me. I was humiliated that I was hard and so engrossed in his porn quality details that I was lost in my own thoughts.
On our way home that night, my brother-in-law told me not to be embarrassed and please not to tell my parents about the conversation I overheard or the beer. I told him not to tell anyone I was sitting there with my cock hard for all the world to see. I remember my brother-in-law telling me he got boned all the time as he put his hand on his left leg where he rubbed his cock and said, "see I'm hard right now." Beyond those details the next thing I remember we are sitting on a country road with the car lights off and I'm sucking my brother-in-laws cock. He was sort a hunch fucking my mouth and then he puts his hand on the back of my head and held it there while he cum in my mouth. When he let me up I had so much cum in my mouth it was running out and down the front of my shirt. He pulled my head back and told me swallow and I did. From that hot summer night until I enlisted in the Navy he and I sucked and fucked each other at least once a week. When I was discharged from the military I didn't move back home but he and I remained cock sucking buddies the rest of his life.
I'd had jack of sessions with a cousin before me and my brother-in-law had sex and now I was ready, willing and anxious to take those sessions to a new level. Actually I played around with 2 different cousins on my dad's side and one on my mom's side. The Boss Man who lived next to us, 2 of my high school friends, and several different men I worked with at the mill, after I started working part time when I turned 16. I never told one about my activity with the other; didn't kiss and tell. I made contacts with other men in the Navy and had my share of women too. I loved my wife and enjoyed sex with her; we had a healthy and active sex life until her illness a few months prior to her passing. My confession is: as much as I loved my wife and as much as I like women and enjoy sex with them, the best sex of my life has always been with men.
I had known my brother-in-law since I was 6 years old, he was the like an older brother and spent a lot of time with me in none sex activities. I sucked his cock once kneeling in our kitchen floor while he looked out the window into he back yard where the rest of the family was churning ice cream. Once at their house I sucked his cock while the kids were in the next room napping. One day he was laying under my mom's car changing a fan belt and when he finished he slid his head from out under the front bumper and grabbed my cock. I unzipped kneeling as I put a knee on each side of his head and he sucked my cock while I looked through the car. We never kissed or made out, it was pure animal lust between us and it was good. Actually, I've never kissed another man and never been with a man that I didn't leave completely satisfied.
One day dad asked me and my brother-in-law to make a 2 hour strip to another town to pick up a barrel of dye for the Dye House at the mill. On our way he told me about a park in that town where you can get blow jobs. I was in for a new experience as he stopped there before the pickup. Sure enough a couple of men were hanging around the bathroom at tables as we went in. Unlike bathrooms of today, there were no potions between the toilet and the urinal was a long trough. I was coached and went to one of the toilets to piss and he went to the trough. No sooner than the door closed behind us before a man came in and stood beside my brother-in-law. It wasn't 30 seconds before that man was holding my brother-in-laws cock. He told the man I was okay and he was on his knees sucking his cock lightening fast. I was motioned over and the man sucked me too. Then he was back and forth from one to the other. He finally stood up and told us his buddy was outside the door standing guard and they swapped places. The other guy came in and sucked us until the guy outside came in saying, "here comes Miss Quaker State." The door opened and in came this tall, sissy man flipping his wrist yelling, "Catch ya mother if ya can. Honey, is this strange meat for mama." With that we walked out of the bathroom back to the truck. One of the men who was sucking us came and apologized for "Miss Quaker States" bad manners. When we asked how did he get that name the man said, "Miss Quaker State" was at a truck stop and picked up a john who had a donkey dick and it wouldn't fit in Miss Quaker State's ass. So, the john opened a can of 30 weight Quaker State Motor oil greased up his cock and that ass and shoved a 12 incher in the drag queens ass, without friction. I'll never forget my first encounter with a drag queen and how he got his nick name; Miss Quaker State, or the first time me and my brother-in-law had a 3 way.
I fucked a lot of women and can recall most of them but not the details. However, when it comes to sex with men the details are forever etched in the theater of my mind; many precious memories and lots of jack off material. I've never told anyone that me and my oldest sisters husband were bi fuck buddies for half a century and no one would have reason to suspect either of us suck cock and take it in the ass.
