I am a married women. I'm bored. I miss having sex with women. When I committed to my husband I convinced myself I could live without it and it's getting harder and harder to ignore my desires. My first sexual experience was with a girlfriend at age 12 during a sleep over. We made out and and felt each other up. I experimented with her some more and ended up having a lot of sex with older women and even had several long term girlfriends.

I love the connection I used to share with other women, the comfort and the sex. God I miss a women's touch, and a women's body. I miss the softness, the smell, the taste and the pleasure of pleasing a women. I think about pussy constantly. Playing with my own just isn't the same.

It doesn't help that my husband has a low sex drive, isn't affectionate at all and couldn't find his way around my pussy if he life depended on it.

He has no idea I'm bisexual and that I've been with women. I'm starting to think that a discrete same sex relationship might not be a bad idea. I know it's technically cheating but if he has no interest in satisfying my needs I should be able to see a woman or two without feeling guilty.