So I can't talk to this to my friends because Im afraid they will tell everyone to tell(I'm in high school). I have never had sex before. This weekend I went over to this girls house absolutely smashed and drank a bout another 6 shots there. I really got that drunk because I was nervous. Also I didn't think things were going to go close to as far we hadn't even made out before. She didn't end up drinking much at all. A couple hours later we made out then went to there bedroom. We got naked but I was drunk so you could guess what happened. IT should have been my first time I almost want to kill going home. how embarrassing do you think that is? Also thank god she still likes me, next week I think should be the week. I want to make her best night of her life any suggestions? I Think I will do just fine but I do want it to be amazing for her, I don't care at all about myself. Any suggestions please