I have the best most understanding girlfriend in the whole world. She understands my need for intimacy and helps me explore my sissy side with her completely and thoroughly with the passion of 1000 suns. Her theory is I am just sexually repressed and I need to get it out of my system.
We go lingerie and sex toy shopping together and buy matching sets. Every day she lays out our panties so we are like twins :)
I enjoy anal so she discovered that a strapon harness not only allows her to fuck me but she takes it off herself while the dog is up inside of me and rescues the straps back around over me. Pretty creative using it as a butt plug. Now she says we both can enjoy some dick while she gives my thick 8 inch some oral then rides me on top.
I can't say enough about her how open she is to try new things. I have to admit it is fun using a dildo because #1 I get to choose my own size and #2 they always stay hard!
Allowing to dress as girlie as I want she ordered me a ultra sultty French maid dress with all the bells and whistles like full petitecoat and DVD silicon breast forms. And of course all the matching fishnet stockings and garterbelt. And no look is complete without an ultra sexy demi bra with matching bikini panties.
No Relationally she made it clear no male or female besides me will ever have sex with her. And certainly no female with me but a male with me maybe she will allow.
This tapped into a darker side to me that wanted to be allowed to enjoy a man. The whole idea of her approval made me really hot and bothered.
So by now we have sex toys coming out of our ears and have more lingerie then Victory Secret herself.
So being allowed freely to be a sissy and enjoy all the attention touch me in such a deep new level I was charging inside. Was I falling in love with her? Kind of scary being such a sissy not knowing her true feelings? Could she change me on the inside for ever? I think she already has.