Straight Female / 32
In my childhood I had a non-existant father and a distant mother. I feel I grew up alone, with no help from either one of them. When I hit puberty and things started to happen to me, I started to freak out. First came my period, which grossed me out and I had to go to the school nurse to learn how to use feminine hygiene products, then came acne, which made me look like a complete loser, then came breats which grew increadibly fast, soon I was a C cup and had stretch marks on my boobs, then came the widening of my hips. By the time I was 15 I looked like I was 25, I had large boobs and a big rear end.
The I got fucked. Why he fucked me I will never know, I don't know if he was dared, or he just thought it funny to fuck the girl with acne, or he was turned on by my boobs and ass, or what. I was fucked behind the gym on a Thursday night at the junior varsity football game.
Getting fucked felt good. I thought it was going to be painful and a terrible experience, but it wasn't, it felt good. After that I became a regular fuck doll, I learned to clean up and wear makeup to cover my acne, to show my boobs and take off my pants and get fucked. I got fucked a lot by a lot of different guys. I didn't care if they even knew my name, to them they were getting a piece of ass, but really I was getting laid, I was using their penis to masturbate. Oh and I also sucked dick, I guess I sucked every guy that fucked me, except the first one because he went straight to fucking without asking for and getting a blow job first.
In college I met a cop. He was around 40, heavy set with a hairy back and a big dick. He was into fucking college kids and he got his share from me. He is also the one that first fucked me up the ass.
Once out of college I became a regular at a singles bar and got fucked by many guys, I mean many guys, and I don't really remember any of their names. Until one day I got hurt by a guy who was into hurting girls.
A friend sent me to counseling, to talk about why I behaved the way I did. It didn't take much for my therapist to tell me what I already knew, I was never loved as a child so I looked for that from guys. Big news, and it cost me over a thousand bucks to learn that.
One fine day, I met a guy at the lunch room at work, and he was into all kind of things, not just sex. He fucked me alright, but then we knew each other and we dated until we got married and we had kids.
Now I am an adult, a mother with kids, a wife with a home and a husband. I am real normal, PTA, family dinner every night, into my kids and their activities and straight as an arrow when it comes to messing around. Since the day that my husband fucked me no other man has fucked me. I have never told my husband just how many guys fucked me before him.
The I got fucked. Why he fucked me I will never know, I don't know if he was dared, or he just thought it funny to fuck the girl with acne, or he was turned on by my boobs and ass, or what. I was fucked behind the gym on a Thursday night at the junior varsity football game.
Getting fucked felt good. I thought it was going to be painful and a terrible experience, but it wasn't, it felt good. After that I became a regular fuck doll, I learned to clean up and wear makeup to cover my acne, to show my boobs and take off my pants and get fucked. I got fucked a lot by a lot of different guys. I didn't care if they even knew my name, to them they were getting a piece of ass, but really I was getting laid, I was using their penis to masturbate. Oh and I also sucked dick, I guess I sucked every guy that fucked me, except the first one because he went straight to fucking without asking for and getting a blow job first.
In college I met a cop. He was around 40, heavy set with a hairy back and a big dick. He was into fucking college kids and he got his share from me. He is also the one that first fucked me up the ass.
Once out of college I became a regular at a singles bar and got fucked by many guys, I mean many guys, and I don't really remember any of their names. Until one day I got hurt by a guy who was into hurting girls.
A friend sent me to counseling, to talk about why I behaved the way I did. It didn't take much for my therapist to tell me what I already knew, I was never loved as a child so I looked for that from guys. Big news, and it cost me over a thousand bucks to learn that.
One fine day, I met a guy at the lunch room at work, and he was into all kind of things, not just sex. He fucked me alright, but then we knew each other and we dated until we got married and we had kids.
Now I am an adult, a mother with kids, a wife with a home and a husband. I am real normal, PTA, family dinner every night, into my kids and their activities and straight as an arrow when it comes to messing around. Since the day that my husband fucked me no other man has fucked me. I have never told my husband just how many guys fucked me before him.
