I was r**ed and abused at 14 but think it was my fault. It was common to smoke pot and party to make friends. So high out of my mind I was asked by a 26 year old coworker if I wanted a blowjob?
Being the adventurous type who knew that reciprocating giving a blowjob was part of the deal too. Being so high not wanting to offend him I simply stated I have never done this before.
His answer was it's your turn I will show you how. So out his big cock came and nor wanting to offend him I took his cock in my mouth. Was not like I thought it was it tasted kind of salty and made me picture myself as a porn star sucking dick. I mean girls do and enjoy it so why couldn't I?
So I must say I know it wasn't right but dirty little secrets are so much fun I did it again the next week too.
So Now Jody was his name and Jody wanted to butt fuck me too? He knew I was safe at this point so I wouldn't tell so might as well go for it he figured.
Being nervous but still enjoying all the excitement I decide to give it a try. So we play cards looser gets fucked by the winner. SO I lost the strip poker game.
I was new sexually so he was my first. I lean over a chair while Jody lubes up my butt with Vaseline and grabs my waist. I feel this deep pressure on my butt I can only take it as his manhood enters me chasing willingly any manhood I had left is surely gone by now.
It was sexually arousing to think of kids hard dick in me.
Being high as a kite I was enjoying this fun new way to play with an other man. Jody made sure I enjoyed it by asking me if I enjoyed it. I said YES.
Same deal we reciprocate sexually and I fuck him in his ass too.
I feel at this point so unreal like a crazy dream but I love it and can't get enough. Who would of thought I was gay or was I? I didn't even have sex with a female so how do I know if I am gay or not? Some say we always make time to do the times we like.
So questoning my sexual it I begin to explore wearing women's lingerie and found I enjoy it.
Today I love wearing women's lingerie and sex with men but also sad It was forced on me not by choice how I discovered my sexual course in life.
Today I am a closet queer and enjoy opening up to other kinky understanding friends about my true inner nature.
I have had several Girlfriends and love most those who dress me and strapon fuck me. I guess I am who I am? AnyoNE else have any similar experiences? C

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by Anonymous on Feb 6, 2015 at 11:58 AM

I do not see where you were r**ed, nor do I see where you were abused. If anything what you have described is an easier first time that most get the opportunity to have. You chose to get hi, you chose to suck cock, you chose to get ass plowed, and you have chosen your sexuality and way of life.

Don't be pathetic and try to blame it on someone else, it is what you did and nobody seems to have forced you--at least not from what you have described.

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