I could never tell this to anyone who knows me but I have to say it someplace.
I am twenty one and a sophomore at university in one of the large college towns. It is fair to say I have always been socially awkward and an outsider. I am not ugly, I have had my had boyfriends and I lost my virginity at the normal time or at least when most of my other friends did. I am just the girl who so "ok looking" that always got over looked and picked last by guys. It is like when all the other hot girls are taken I would be the last acceptable girl in the crowd to be hit on. I come in right before the fat girl and the pimple head girl.

I also come from an extremely conservative home and so that did not help because I always had to be in so early, no one wanted to date me unless there was no one else left. College has given me some new freedom and I have sleep around a bit and enjoyed it because there was no parents looking over my shoulder, making assumptions or judging me but I still don't get the guys i would want. But when i lost my part time job, on campus, which was my spending and party money it looked like i was doomed to a semester of all my pleasure coming from my shower head and toys because lets face most guys are drunk and not wanting to go home alone when they get around to picking me.

Then Sara my dorm-mate who has barely spoke to me all semester started to notice i was staying in all the time and using up a lot of batteries. It was then that she told me how I could make money without even a job. And suddenly, her strange hours, all started to make sense. She was escorting herself on backpages to locally married men and quite nice dollar figures. I was at first in shock but she told me lots of girls do it in college to help pay bills because not everyone is middle class of better. She showed me on backpages pics of people i knew!!! They have parts of their faces blacked out, but i could tell who they were because i have seen them around and in classes. I was in shock, but fuck yeah if other girls are doing it, I am too, i am not going to be the last one picked anymore!

I was to nervous to put my picture out myself the first time so Sara set me up with one of her regulars, it was the first time i was ever fucked by a married man he had he ring on and everything. He was not even trying to hide it! I did feel super guilty and even dirty fucking a guy almost my dads age and knowing he was married, but you know what? -- he was so fucking good....i soon could not care if he was the Pope i'd still be riding his lollipop and feeling no guilt! OMG married older men are so much better then guys my own age!!! I mean, even the worst or chubby guys are good. I so can't get over it, a guy will pay me extra to let him eat my pussy??? OMG I usually have to beg my boy friends to do that, and even then it was shit. Simply being in college and them knowing it, in their eyes makes me head cheerleader material!! It is fucking crazy, all those years i fought to be popular and failed and all i had to do was give it up to married men? If only I had known! I don't feel at all like i thought i would doing this. I just feel... well... wanted even desired now, it makes me feel so confident instead of all the shame from before for never being picked first and being a loser at the end of the line.

Yeah, so it is 2 weeks later, an while i'll never admit this to anyone i know other then my roomate, I have fucked more guys collectively in the last two weeks then I have collectively in my whole miserable average life. I literally, have guys waiting in line for a turn to be with me and eat me out "mind blown!" Now the only problem i have is so many guys wanting to be with me that I don't get my school work done. I have to keep the grades up, this is not time to fail out of school! I am kinda thinking I might want to go right into a Master's degree when I finish my BA! lol

One thing, has kind bothered me, or at least crossed my mind. Is my own dad out there doing this with some college girl? I mean the majority of guys I see are married and close to me Dad's age. Although Dad is very conservative and against all this kinda stuff, so are some of the very guys i do in their normal life, you'd never guess they do this. You know what? I don't care, if he is, as long as it is with someone else, and I never find out for sure, I hope he enjoys it because one thing i learned in this passed two weeks i would have never believed before this, it is not all the man's fault. Men cheat when wives don't give them what they need, so i hope my mom is reading this and loosens up with her bitch ways, otherwise Sara may need to come home on the holidays with me. So much is changing so fast in the way i think i never want to go back to boring!