I was new in the company and their was this girl in accounting who got real friendly with me and would come and talk to me at the most inconvenient times. She would bring me muffins she baked in the morning, would offer to come to my place and help with the laundry or cooking, she was pretty forward. The main problem is that I was old enough to be her father.

One day she sat and told me about how she was m****ted. She described how her step-father would touch her, in very intimate detail. Her descriptions were so vivid that I got an erection just listening to her. She moved closer and touched me and asked me if I wanted to be with her.

That evening about nine she knocked on my door and when I opened the door she just stepped in. She didn't even say good evening, she just dropped her dress and she was totally naked, totally, she was young and everything was so right there, perfect, soft, round, and her skin was beautifully white, without a single blemish.

I was speechless but she just stood there, moving from one foot to the other and her naked body following, her breasts with each move would follow, and her hips would follow. She waited until I came close before she said anything and she said she wanted me to make her happy.

I never thought that I would be speechless, but I was. I felt stupid, totally tongue tied, I didn't know what to say or what to do. She pushed me down on the couch and then turned around and bent over, with her legs slightly spread and her perfect round butt was staring at me, her lips were dark and looked heavy, and her butt hole was dark and looked like the mouth of some alien creature.

I was staring, staring at something that I had really not ever seen, and she took me out of my daze, she wanted me to kiss her right on the butt, to kiss her butt until she couldn't take it any more, to put my mouth and tongue on her butt hole and kiss her there.

I had never been with a girl that was so forward or that used words like 'just go ahead and kiss and lick my asshole for me'. I did, slowly at first, but then I went for it. Until she just could not stand it any more and I had to stop. She sat on my lap and told me to put my tongue in her mouth and she would make my tongue taste sweet again. Her tongue was in and out of my mouth, and she sucked on my tongue pulling it into her mouth and washing it with her saliva. To my amazement, I didn't have an erection, although she was totally naked sitting on my lap sticking her tongue in my mouth.

She got up, and walked towards my room asking me if that is where I slept. She pulled the covers down and laid back on the bed and spread her legs and asked me to get naked and get on top of her. She was very explicit, that she wanted me to 'insert my penis in her vagina' and afterwards she would suck me clean.

I did what she asked, and she did what she told me she would do. I had sex with this young co-worker, I ejaculated inside of her without a condom, I had put my mouth and tongue on her asshole, I had kissed and exchanged saliva by the cup, and I knew nothing about her, where she had been, who she had done similar things with.

I spent the next six weeks in pure agony wondering if I had caught AIDS, and wondering if she was going to come and claim I got her pregnant.

I quit my job, I just could not take the anxiety or the fear of what it would lead to. She was a mermaid of old, she sang her song and made me lose my mind.

Still, she is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen naked and had sex with. But it is just too much for me to handle.