My cousin married a guy I fell in love with in school. We never dated, but I wanted to so bad. After draduation my cousin shows me a picture of her new boyfriend. It killed me when I saw who it was.
I stood with her at the wedding two years later. The next year she stood with me when I married my husband Buddy. Then a week later Buddy went to basic. Then to Japan for a year. I had to stay home and watch all my friends be happy.
Someone broke into my apartment and tried to r**e me. My cousins husband came to get me at the polcie station. He took me to their house. When my cousin told me she had a spare room for me. I could stay with them until my husband got back home.

Then in the thin walls I could hear my cousin and her husband argue. he wanted sex and she did not. when they had sex she kepting tellign him to hury and finish. I ask her if they had a good sex life, she told me the details. She ask me questions about sex. She was a virgin when they married he was not. I had sex many times before I got married. I could see she was having problems and suggested she see a Dr.
He worked rotating shifts while my cousin worked nine to five week days, one saturday each month. So he and i were home in the day time while he would sleep.
He got home in time for breakfast that I cooked for him. We had coffee and one moring I ask if it bothered him to miss sleepign with his wife.

He opened up and told me how that might be good for them. If he ask for sex she would turn him down. When she allowed sex, it was far from exciting. He got more from her jerkign him off than having sex. He confided in me that he might not take this much longer.
That when I told him everything. I had feeling for him in school, I wondered why he had not ask me out. he told me he thought I had someone already. But he had looked at me many times. My cousin and i look the same body and face. She has light blond hair naturally, I have darker hair but about the same. Most thought she and I were sister growing up.

Sunday morning we were all gettign ready for church. My cousin taking a long time like usualy, he and i in the livign room. I brought him coffee while he was watching the TV. I stopped in front of the TV hiked my dress and shook my ass at him. I know he was shocked but I wanted him to notice me. He did notice and i could see a rise in his pants after.

Monday morning he arrived home and I fixed his breakfast before he went to bed. He brought up the ass shaking I gave him the day before, I stood up and hiked my robe up and shook it at him again. This time he was not shocked, and ask me ot do that again. I dropped my panties on the floor and when it went up this time I shoow it for him a logn time. I got his attention and again I could see his cock gettign hard lookign at me.

After breakfast he went to bed and turned the TV on. I followed and got on the other side. He said it was ok for me ot join him. I got up went into the bathroom, when I came back I dropped my robe. he was looking and pulled the cover back. He did not say a word and neither did I. I gave that man the loving he had wanted. I gave it to him as much as he wanted as logn as he wanted. I did the things my cousin would not do and i did it well.

He did me well and was the man in bed I figued he was. We had sex and I had the feeling of the women you see in the romance movies. He tore up my mind and my body for me. I felt I had released a caged beast in that bed. When finsihed he was soaking wet and I looked as if I had just got out of the shower. I changed and wahsed the sheets while he took a shower. I needed to get the smell of sex of him and out of that bed.

My cousin told me that she and he were gettign along better now. No arguements about sex, though he still ask. When she said no, he just said ok. She did not know he ws workign out his frustrations with me. I was workign out some of my own sexual issues. When my buddy came home he took me to the next base post. I did not see my cousin for over two years. When I came back her husband had grown tired of her and left. She told me I must have made things better at her house. Things changed after I left. And the arguements started again. he would not take the rejections any more.

I do not feel guilty and wonder if I should?