I am married. I have been for a long time. I do love my wife. I really do. We get along well, are civil and whatnot, and I have suggested therapy and counseling for her, because of her lack of interest in intimacy and sex. She blames it on getting old, and just simply says that "it's an age thing. I'll get over it one day". For the last 8-9 years, she has not "gotten over it". I will be honest. About 9 years ago, I stepped out for the first time, and I did something with someone I should not have. She was significantly younger, and I don't regret it. She had an amazing body, she wanted to experiment with an older guy, and we had some incredible orgasmic sex. Through the 4-5 years that she was friends with my oldest daughter, on a regular basis, we would get together, hide when we did it, and we would have sex. It was really incredible, because there were no strings attached, and she was willing to experiment, try new things, and just enjoy it. We would get done, get a quick kiss, "thanks for hanging out" and we'd go our own way. But I'd masturbate time and again thinking about having the chance to be between her legs over and over. It was sad when we went our own ways, but I knew things would happen.

Through the years, things have happened. My wife knows nothing. I won't lie. I do feel guilty at times, and when I do, I try harder to make it work with us. And it doesn't do any good. I will be honest, and say that I'd like to have it work. But I have an overactive sex drive, and as she's gotten older, she simply hasn't had interest. We will go through the motions once or twice a month, but it's not enough. It's not an excuse to cheat, but it's something I can't help. I simply love the physical stimulation of sex. And at times, it happens with girls it probably "shouldn't" happen with - in situations that yes, I could technically get in trouble, even though it's consensual, because they are borderline on the legal age limit where I live.

About 4 years ago, one of these situations happened. It wasn't even planned. I was hanging out with my daughter's friends in our house. There were 3 friends and me. We started talking, joking about things, and it turned into a kinky truth and dare. My daughter at one point got a bit weirded out, but her friend laughed and said "aw, it's harmless. Not like you and your dad are gonna do nothing. But you never know. You might see some other kink" and I think my daughter was curious. She's to this date, still a virgin. I know this for a fact. But yeah, she's told me she's watched porn, and she's even seen some friends fuck.

That night, well, we were talking, joking, laughing, and having a good time. And then it turned into a kind of truth game. One question came around about who would I do stuff with if I had a chance. I looked right at her friend Sadie, and I said "I'd do her. I wouldn't even think about it". Sadie got all red faced, and she kind of giggled. But I saw her keep looking at me throughout the night.

The girls got tired later, and about an hour after they went upstairs, I was downstairs in the recliner, just reading my book. Sadie came down in her PJs and said she was gonna get a drink. We got into talking when she came back into the room and she stretched out on the couch. She looked at me and said "seriously? About what you said?" I was really fucking horny. I couldn't help it. I'd been with, at that time, 6 or 7 younger girls, all teenagers. I could not help looking at cute teenage boobs, teenage pussy, and the smaller bodies of teenage girls. I never pushed, never tried to convince someone to do something, I just joked, talked, and if something happened, great, and if not? I didn't worry. I masturbate 7-8 times a week, because I physically need to cum.

That night, Sadie was in the living room, and we were talking. And somehow,, the conversation got around to the fact she'd had sex with two guys. She admitted the first one was horrible. Second one wasn't bad. So I asked "you ever do it more than once?" and she goes "like in the same night? Nah. I did it with the first guy like 4 times. And he wasn't any good, so I had to stop. And the second guy, just twice. I didn't like it. He just kind of smelled, and I didn't have fun. But I really wanted to do it more, and I just haven't been able to"

I don't know why I did it. I just looked at her, and said jokingly "well you never asked me" - She was shocked. She got embarrassed, red faced, and said "omfg. like I never even thought about you. No offense, but come on. You're like a lot older, and older guys don't wanna take a risk with getting busted" I looked at her and said "why? Would I get busted?" She stopped and goes "You're like serious? Nah, You won't get busted. I"m not a narc or any shit like that. But I dunno, you're my friend's dad and all" I just laughed and said "yeah. I know"

She got up and went out of the room. I figured whatever, no big deal. I just went back to reading. About 5 minutes later, she came back in the room, and she looked at me, kind of shy, and said "well I dunno. I never done this before, but like they're upstairs sleeping. And uh, if you wanna fool around and stuff, well I'd do it" I looked at her and said "I wasn't serious" and she goes "oh. Well I'd like you know do it"

God. My dick got hard. I couldn't help it. I just sat there. And I said "seriously?" and she goes "well yeah." I didn't hesitate. I just went with it. I said "well we could like go in the other room or something". We went into the bathroom. And closed the door. Why the bathroom, I don't know. But we were sitting there talking. And she says to me "well uh, what do you wanna do". I just looked at her and said "what if you took your pants and shirt off?" and she goes "well um sure" and she stands up. Undresses and takes off her pants and shirt. Stands there in a bra and underwear. And I said "you're serious?" and she goes "Dude, I'm 14. I'm not like dumb" I just laughed and said "yeah, but I'm a lot older" and she laughed and said "and your dick is hard too. So that don't seem to matter much" I looked down, and I saw she was right. I was poking against my pajama bottoms.

I stood there, and she goes "now you. Your turn" I pulled off my pajama bottoms, and stood there with my dick poking against my underwear. She walked up against me, and said "this is kinda weird. But like I wanna fuck"

I was just speechless. She stood there, and pulled off her underwear. Pulled her bra off. Really small boobs. Like probably a B size. And she pulled her underwear off. A small pussy hair patch. She looked at me and laughed and said "your turn again" I couldn't help it. I was scared. I said "I dunno. You're sure?" and she laughed and said "I'm not gonna bust you. Don't worry. You're horny. I've never done it with an older guy, so uh yeah, well I guess sure"

I said "wait a minute". I went out of the room. Checked to make sure there was no noise. When I came back in the bathroom, she was standing there and she goes "what um, do you wanna do?" I said "well, I don't use condoms and shit. We don't use them" and she goes "Oh. I'm uh, not on the pill". I said "oh. Um. I'm not sure what to do". And she said "well, we gotta like do something. Cuz I'm not that old and if i got knocked up, it'd get ugly as fuck" I just said "well, I can go up to the party store and I can get something if you want" and she goes "well uh, it's up to you". I really wanted to. I just looked at her and said "yeah. like seriously. I would". And she goes "Ok. I'll dress, and wait. So nobody thinks nothing weird if they come down"

I went up the street to the all night party store. Got some condoms and some candy bars. The kid looks at me, and laughs and says to me "lucky night huh?" I kind of smirked and said "well I sure hope so" and he goes "cool man, enjoy it. Have fun". I just laughed as I left.

When I came back, she was sitting in the living room on the couch, reading my book. I walked in. And she looked at me, and I said "uh um yeah" and she laughed. she just said "well uh, ok then"

I got up and walked into the other room. She followed me into the bathroom and closed the door. I said "you really sure" and she says to me "if you don't wanna, well, it'd kinda suck. I was curious, but um yeah, it's ok" I just said "no for real. I want to, but yeah, you know what I mean"

She stood there, reached up and down and pulled her stuff off. Stood there naked. Had no clothes on. And she said with a giggle "it don't take much to get me you know wet, so um, yeah, whatever you wanna do". I pulled off my clothes, and stood there naked. And I felt my dick just jump. I was kissing on her, and she opened her mouth. I felt her tongue, and I felt my dick jump harder. I had her against the wall. She stopped and went "wow. You're like really good. You taste good, and it makes me feel good. I like it"

While I started kissing her, I started fingering her. I had my fingers up against her pussy hair, and started caressing her clit and rubbing her pussy. I felt her get really wet, and I got even more turned on. She smiled and said "well I told you"

I kind of pushed her against the wall, as she slid down against the bath tub. I had the condom box, and she looked and goes "oh. Let me do it" I looked at her and said "really?" and she goes "well yeah. I did this once. It was kind of hot" I just laughed and said "well ok then"

She unwrapped one, and I saw her put it in her hand. She ended up rolling it down my cock, and pulled it all the way against my balls. She pushed it and she goes "there. Now you're ready huh?" I just laughed and said "well that's good then. I'm thinking"

I was on my knees, and against her, and she goes "well, let me do it" and I said "do what?" and she pushed me on my back. I was laying on the rug in the bathroom. And I saw her climb up against me. My cock was standing straight up. And I saw her take it in her hand, and push. She grunted. And went "oh wow. That's geez. Wow" and grunted again. I felt it jump and jerk. And she pushed harder. I watched between her legs, and saw it slide up inside her gently. And then farther up inside her. And she gasped and goes "oh my gosh. I'm gonna orgasmmmmmmm" and it didn't even go up inside her before she came. She pushed. Grunted and came again. And she just laid there. And looked at me and went "holy crap. That awas like intense" I just smiled and said "well, that's a first. I"ve never had a girl orgasm just by having me inside her" and she laughed and said "well you have now"

She was pushing, and I had my hands on her hips, and I slid them around her ass. I said "come here" and she leaned down. I started pushing and pulling. And kissing her, sliding my tongue inside her mouth. I said "Ok, so like I'm your friends dad, and like you're 14, and um yeah, we're having sex" and she giggled and said "and it's really good. Do you think so?" I just smiled and said "God. You're fucking amazing" and I gasped as I felt her tighten between her legs.

I rolled over slowly, and I looked down at her. She looked up and said "you wanna come?" I said "Yeah. I'd like that. Like a loT" and she smiled and said "well um, after you know, you cum, can you do it again?" I said "well yeah, sure, in about 20 minutes or so. I can get hard again" and she laughed and said "well that's awesome. Then we can do it again in like 20 minutes huh?" I was so fucking turned on.

She was laying on her back, and I pumped like 3 times and squirted in the condom. I felt it empty me out, and fill it up. I just kept pumping until I felt my dick go limp. I just kind of laid there, and she looked up and said "that felt good huh? I liked it. Don't like condoms, but not on the pill, so can't do nothing"

When I got up, my dick was limp, and the full condom was hanging there. I pulled it off and threw it in the toilet. And she said to me "so um, prolly get dressed, maybe hang out a bit or something?" I said "well sure"

We were in the living room, and about a half hour or so later, she says to me "well I was kinda tired, but um yeah, you've got like two more? You wanna try you know to do something again?" I just said "well shit yeah. I'd do something again". And she giggled and said "how about right here?" I looked around and said "where?" and she says to me "well right here. In the living room. I bet that you could get me like really wet, and prolly fuck me really good and come in like 2 minutes if you wanted to". I was shocked. I just stood there and said "you'd wanna do it" and she laughed and said "how about doggie style? I've seen that done. Never done it, but yeah, what do you think?"

I walked up to her and she goes "I'm gonna take my stuff off. If you think you wanna do it, well I'd do it" I felt my dick get hard again. I was just fucking horny and turned on. It didn't take long. When she got her underwear and bra off, I slid my fingers down between her legs, and stopped. She said "what" and I said "good god. You're soaking wet" and she goes "well um yeah, prolly from last time. You got me like really drenched" It didn't take long at all.

I literally pulled out the condom. And I unwrapped it and put it on. I bent her over against the couch, looking up the stairs to make sure nobody came down. And I had my fingers around her waist, and was rubbing her nipples. I herd her go "oh geez. you're like amazingly huge" and I was sliding in and out of her, watching her small ass, with my hands on it. I kept going, and she says to me "you're not ready to come are you?" I said no, why, and she says "well, um, when you are, like tell me, and I wanna do something" so I said OK.

I was fucking her from behind, with my hands rocking her little ass and her tight hips. And I told her "I'm not ready to do it yet, but um uh, I could probably pretty quick if you want" and she says "well ok"

I pulled out, and she turned around. She was laying on her back, and says to me "well um, keep it on, you know, and when you're gonna do it, pull it out, and pull the condom off, and squirt your body juice all over me. I wanna see what it's like. I saw it in a porn one time, and think it'd be like super hot"

I was fucking her slowly, and I pulled out. I pulled my condom off, and my cock was all wet and slippery. I pushed it inside her, and I heard her go "oh geez. no. you can't do that. not inside me. not up in me" and I said "no. I'm not gonna. I just wanna do it with you for a bit, and when I'm gonna be ready to go, then I will" I heard her say "please. just like be careful"

I pushed like four times. And I felt myself stiffen up, and said to her "oh geez, I'm gonna" and she goes "Please. pull it outta me. don't do it up inside me. i wanna see you do it" and I squirted it all over her pussy hair, her stomach, her boobs, her nipples, and it went everywhere. I saw it all over her flat stomach. I kept squirting until I went empty and my dick went limp.

She got up with cum all over her, and went "holy crap. That's a lot. Wow". And we kind of laughed. And she says to me "well I'm gonna clean up. That was totally cool. You made me like cum like four times again. That was awesome" and she went into the bathroom to clean up.

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