I am a guy who is in good shape, takes care of himself, plays sports, exercises, and makes pretty good money. I live well enough, and I have a pretty good life. I have my own house, and drive a nice used car. I even have pets. From the outside, I look like a normal person. But my only problem is, I get lonely, and do things at times, that I should not do. I find pictures and videos online, surf porn sites, and honestly, when I get lonely, don't have social plans or anything, I spend hours online masturbating at different times. I just can't help it.

On Saturday night, I did something I have never done before. I had sex with one of my daughter's friends. I had never even looked or considered. But her friend was dropped off by her parents, who went out of town. She didn't realize Miranda was with her mom this weekend, because we changed our visits due to some personal things going on with her mom at work.

I told Karmen she could still crash at the house unless she wanted to go somewhere else, and I'd take her. She said no. I wasn't sure what to do with a teenager in my house alone, because it never happened except my kids. We ended up talking about different things. And at some point, she ended up drinking some wine coolers. She was stretched out on the couch, and she asked about watching a movie. I said sure. She asked me if I ever watched porn. I was uncomfortable, but said yes. I told her I watch it all the time. And I don't know why she asked, but she said do you ever you know, jerk it? I said with a laugh yes. All the time. I can't help it. I'm a guy.

She was laying on the couch, and I told her I'd put one in. I did. I found one that was really good, that I would normally watch that I would jerk off to, and make myself cum. She was watching it, and right out of the blue she said to me that she was really horny. And she said she hoped I didn't get grossed out, but she wanted to masturbate. I asked her why and she said she did it all the time. I guess I just didn't expect her to really do it, so I said go ahead and do whatever makes you feel good. I was scared, but I wanted to see if a young girl would really do it.

She pulled down her shorts she had on and her tshirt. I saw her pink underwear and I saw her put her hands inside her underwear. She was watching the porn. I kept just staring at her, while the video was going, and a few minutes later, she had an orgasm. She just laid back on the couch. Then she looked at me and said uh oh, that was probably weird. I'm really sorry. Please don't tell anyone. I just laughed and said who would I tell? Oh. I'm sorry but my middle school daughter's friend just masturbated on my couch. Please don't get mad.

She got done and said if I wanted to masturbate watching the porn and the couple having sex, I could. She said she'd seen a dick before, and she'd seen a guy masturbate. I said no. I said I was too old, and I'd get busted if someone found out she had done that with a friends dad.

She came over to where I was on the love seat and she said she wanted to have sex. I said well OK. Thank you for sharing. She laughed and drank the rest of her wine cooler and said no dummy. I want to have sex with you. I said no. I said I wasn't going to go to jail because she wasn't old enough. She just stood there and undressed. She was wearing nothing but underwear and a bra and asked if she looked 14. I said no. But it was still an age thing and i could not do it. When I stood up and said it's time for you to go home. I think it's not a good idea, she stopped and said please. She said I want to have sex with you. Please. I promise I won't tell anyone.

I did it. I took the biggest risk I had ever taken. I had sex with a 14 year old. She had a cute little butt, and she had small boobs, a flat stomach, but she had a really nice small pussy. She was really tight. The only thing that scared me, when we were having sex, I almost came inside her. I was inside her, and she said she was on the pill, but she hadn't ever let a guy do his business in her.

When I felt it almost coming out, I pulled out. I ended up squirting all over her pubic hair and her stomach. it was a lot. When I got done, she just looked at me and said wow. She said that was crazy. She just had sex with a friends dad.

We ended up getting dressed and talking. When she fell asleep, I kept thinking I was going to get in trouble. When we woke up in the morning, we talked. And she laughed and said no. She said it was a lot of fun, and felt really good. And she said she wanted to take a shower and asked if it was OK before she went home. I said sure.

She went into the bathroom and was getting stuff ready. She came out and said to me kind of shy if I wanted to have sex again, she'd like to do it since she wasn't drinking. She wanted to see what it was like without it.

We ended up having sex a second time in my living room on the floor. I did it with her, and this time, I was doing doggie style, going in from behind and I came on her butt. It was a lot. She took a shower, and I took her home. When her mom asked where my daughter was, I told her she was doing homework at home, but they'd talk later.

I don't know why I did it. I never asked. She just wanted to know if i would. And I have a hard time saying no. Even if I get guilty and worry sometimes about getting in trouble.