I'm a 53 yr. Old white male, 200lbs.
I don't consider myself gay or bi. I really don't know how to describe myself. I don't find men attractive, just their cocks.

Recently I discovered the M4M section of Craigslist, and enjoy viewing photo's of men showing their cock. I fantasize about them as I stroke my cock from time to time.

I created an account with CL and on occasion write to "mystery men". We sometimes discuss meeting but usually one of us chickens out when it comes down to actually meeting, but this changed and this is my story.

I work out of town, and where I work, puts us in trailer homes for our hours off. My room is in the front of the trailer. It's separated by the living room, the kitchen then in the back there are 2 other bedrooms. Some guys work at night and other's like myself,work days, so there are always someone in the house at all times.

One Friday night I had quite a few beers, and when I got home, I went and showered, then got in my bed to watch some TV. I turned on the porn channel and the scene was of a hot chick down on her knees, pulling out a porn sized cock and sucking it.

Instead of getting turned on wishing that slut was sucking me. I began wishing I could trade places with her and wrap my lips around that big fat cock.

As I laid there watching,I had the idea of making a CL post which I titled, " Cock Curious ", and explained I was a 1st timer curious in sucking a cock. I received a couple of replies, but nothing that interested me, so I fell asleep.

The next morning, I woke and got dressed and headed to work. As I was driving, I heard a email alert on my smartphone.

When I pulled into work, I opened my mail and noticed I had 5 new messages and began opening them. None excited me, and I finally got to the email I heard the alert from.

I read it and his response was he had a cock he'd let me try and attached 2 photos. I opened the first and it was his cock soft and nothing too special, so I opened the second attachment.

It was a photo of his hard cock out of his jeans. It was long and it had a big bell shaped head on it. His balls were shaved, and he had a patch of reddish blonde pubes and it looked nasty!

I became horny and wrote him back that his cock looked tastey. Shorty I got a reply from him. " I bet it is, you want to taste it"?

"Sounds tempting, but I'm not sure" I replied back.
"What's the problem? It's here if you're really considering sucking a cock" he replied.

The more we emailed and me more I stared at his nasty cock photo the hornier I became, and he finally asked if I had a place to host. I told him it would be tricky, because there was someone where I stayed and I couldn't get caught.

He then asked me what turned me on?
I thought for a second and replied back."I'd like to sneak a man into my bathroom and cut a hole in my shower curtain, and have him stick his cock thru for me to wash and suck!"

He replied back that it sounded like a great idea. He had never had another man wash his cock for him.
He then told me he had errands to run and he'd get in touch with me later to wash his cock for him,if I could make it happen.

Next thing I knew, I was telling my boss, I wasn't feeling good and getting in my pickup and driving to my trailer. I stopped at a discount store in town, and bought a shower curtain and 2 candles and went to my house.

I walked in and checked for any coworkers that might be awake. The only guy there was in his room, and the hallway door was closed. I found a pair of scissors and went in my bathroom and hung the new curtain. I measured where I wanted the hole cut and snipped it out and placed the candles on the lavatory and waited.

I thought in the back of my mind, that the chances of him coming over and me having the courage to suck his cock where slim, but I couldn't help but think about his nice nasty cock.

As I sat in my room, my phone alert went off. It was him, and he told me he was in town. My mind began to race with all kinds of thoughts, and my heart began to pound. I could ignore him and nothing would ever happen, but I began typing. "Come to the liquor store and email me when you get there"

I am trying to ask myself, if I'm going to go thru with this when my email goes off again. "I'm here, what next?"

I still had one more chance to call it all off at this point, but the visual of his cock was planted firmly in my head. Next thing I knew I typed. "Walk across the street to the 3rd trailer, I'll check for my housemate and if the coast is clear, I'll leave the front door unlocked and wait for you in my bathroom, also I have some candles lit so turn the lights off and I'll guide you to the hole with my fingers." There was no turning back now!

I checked once more for my housemate, unlocked the front door and rushed to my bedroom to take off my clothes. Then I walked into my bathroom turned
On the shower and walked in after the water warmed.

I hid behind the curtain, my heart was about to explode. My whole body was shaking and then I heard the front door open then close. I peeked out the curtain as I heard his footsteps get closer. I saw his shadow under the door. I saw the doorknob turn. I closed the curtain and hid behind it as he walked in and the bathroom door closed.

I stuck my fingers thru the hole and invited him closer. He didn't turn out the lights like I'd hoped and as he approached I could see his silhouette thru the curtain. Then I heard him undo his belt and unzip his fly.

I stared at the hole and he grabbed the curtain to pull it tight. He pushed his soft cock thru the hole. I stared at that fat bell shaped cockhead. I didn't quite make the hole big enough because he couldn't get his shaved balls thru too.

I dropped to my knees and reached up and touched his fat stubby cock and began playing with it. Then I grabbed my wash cloth and squeezed soap on it and began gently washing his nasty cock. I felt so pathetic as I was down anonymously washing another mans cock.

His cock was still soft and he groaned. "The hole isn't big enough!" I almosted panicked and whispered," shush not so loud, you'll wake my housemate up." I tried helping him get his balls thru the hole and wash them too. Then I laid the cloth down and stared at his cock.

I moved close and kissed his dick. Then I stuck my tongue out and licked his cum slit. He moaned and I opened my mouth and watched as his fat soft cock entered my mouth and my lips sealed around it. My tongue had his fat cockhead resting on it and I began to work my tongue tasting a cock for the first time.

I again tried getting his balls thru the curtain. I managed one and gave it a lick. Suddenly he grabbed the curtain and said,"fuck this" and slid the curtain open exposing me naked on my knees.

I felt so humiliated as our eyes met. He was rough looking and I was on my knees like a woman. I stared back at his cock and it was now hard. It was long and fat and that bell shaped head was pulsing.

He told me to wash it, so I picked up my washcloth and began washing his nasty cock and balls for him. Then I moved to it and opened my mouth and wrapped my lips around his fat cock and began sucking on it.

I began bobbing back and forth wetting his cock with my saliva. I nursed on that fat nasty head and worshipped it like a porn slut.

He moaned more and more as I did my best to pleasure him. He reached for his cock and moved it towards his belly and grabbed the back of my head and forced me into his balls. I licked his balls for him like a good little cock sucker. He rubbed his cock over my face and I helped by moving my face from side to side, until I had his cock smeared all over my entire face.

I opened my hungry mouth again ready to taste that cock I'd cleaned so well for him. I loved the feel of his fat cockhead. It felt so spongie in my mouth. My tongue was working back in forth savoring that cock.

Soon he moaned and told me he was ready to cum. He asked if I wanted it in my mouth or on my face. I asked for it on my face and reached up and grabbed his cock and began jacking him off.

Then strings of cum began spurting, covering my face, as I stroked him for all he had. When he was done cumming on me I opened my mouth again and gave his cock a final taste telling him how big his cock was.

He laughed as he grabbed my towel and wiped his cock off and stuck it back in his pants. He then dropped the towel for me to wipe his cum off my face and dry off.

He said thanks as I wrapped the towel around me and hurried him out the door before my housemate woke.

I still have his email, and sometimes I'm tempted to contact him and see if I can suck his cock again for him. I think I'd like to eat his cum this time. And that's how I became a Craigslist Cock Sucker