Hello, I'm 53, divorced and farely attractive. My problem is I have a small cock, so I don't date women alot.

I watch a lot of straight porn, and my favorite thing to see is a hot slut sucking on a porn sized cock. I find myself though, not turned on wanting that slut sucking my cock, but I want to trade places with her and be the one sucking on it.

I love the visual of a stretched out mouth full of big cock. Nice big white cocks with big full balls make me close my eyes and jack off wishing I was down worshipping a mans cock like a woman.

My favorite past time is to look at the M4M section of Craigslist, looking at the photos of men who submit pictures of their cocks. When I see one that I like, my mouth begins to water and my cock gets hard as I fantasize about sucking it.

I've had the courage a few times to reply to mystery men's ads and tell them how much I love looking at their big cock and how I'd love to suck it for them if I could. The thought of me being on my knees like a pathetic little cock sucker with a fat cock in my mouth, humiliated, turns me on so much.

I posted 2 ads myself with a pic of my cock and a title of being cock curious and had quite of few replies. Most want to suck me, which I don't want. 1 guy did reply back once, that he'd train me to suck cock. He loved having men suck his dick, but the longer we texted he also wanted to fuck me in my ass. I didn't want that so it never worked out.

But one night I got drunk and went home, showered and hopped into bed and began watching porn on TV. The scene came on with the slut down on her knees sucking a bug cock. I posted an ad offering to suck cock, and jacked off watching her suck, wishing it was my mouth that was getting fucked and waited for replies. I ended up passing out and still not a cock sucker.

The next morning I received an email alert to my smartphone. I opened my email and noticed I had 4 or 5 new emails since I'd went to sleep plus the new one that I heard from my phone. I began opening them one by one. None of them were what I wanted until the last one. He responded that if I was still cock curious, he had a cock I could try and sent 2 photo's.

I opened the first and it was his soft cock, nothing great, so I opened the next one, and oh my. It was his hard cock out of his jeans. It looked nice and long with a fat bell shaped head on it. His balls were shaved and he had a patch of reddish blonde pubes on top. It looked so powerful and nasty and made me crave it. He was my age and offered to let me suck it

I sent a reply to him explaining I'd never sucked a cock before but if I did I'd bet his would be the one I'd like to taste. He replied back he didn't know how his cock tasted but would let me find out if I was really cock curious.

We sent eachother a few replies and he asked me what turned me on. I thought for a minute and told him the idea situation would be a glory hole so I could remain anonymous, but since I didn't have one, I'd like to cut a hole in my shower curtain and have him sneak in my bathroom, stick his cock through the hole for me to wash and suck.

He told me that was a good idea, he'd never had another man wash his cock before and would enjoy that if I could make it happen. I told him it would be tricky because I shared a trailer with other guys that would be sleeping, but I couldn't dare get caught. He told me he was going to run some errands and would email me later to get his cock washed.

I ran to the discount store and bought a shower curtain I could use plus a couple of candles in jars and went back to my trailer and got my bathroom ready. I hung the curtain and cut out a hole and waited, contemplating if I'd really go through with it. Chances were he'd not email me again anyhow, right?

A little later my alert went off. He told me he was in town and needed to know where to go. The gravity of the situation was here. Do I go through with it or avoid telling him anymore and call it all off? But the more I thought about his cock the more I wanted it, so I picked up my phone and emailed him.

I told him to drive to the towns only liquor store and email me from there.
He still didn't know where I lived, and my heart was pounding as well as my mind racing about what was about to do, if I told him where I lived.

When he got to the liquor store he emailed again and I still battled whether to ignore him or go through with it. His nasty fat cock was all I could think about so I wrote him and explained where I lived and I'd make sure my roommate was hopefully still asleep. I'd leave the front door unlocked and I'd be in my bathroom waiting for him in my shower. I also explained, I had some candles lit so he could turn out the lights and I'd guide him to the hole with my fingers. There was no turning back now.

I checked for the guy sleeping in the other end of the trailer, unlocked the front door, went in my room and took off my clothes, then went into my bathroom turned on the shower. When the water warmed I stepped in slid the curtain shut and waited. I was so nervous, I thought my heart would explode my mind was in a blur.

I heard the front door open then close. His footsteps were getting closer. I peeked out of the curtain as he approached. I could see his shadow from under the bathroom door and then I saw the doorknob turn. I closed the curtain as he walked in and closed the door behind him. I stood hid behind the curtain and ran my two fingers through the hole, inviting him closer, he didn't turn off the lights like I hoped. As I stood there, I could see his silhouette thru the curtain. I heard him unbuckle his belt and unzip his pants.

He grabbed the curtain tight and I stood there and watched as his fat soft cock came thru the hole. It was soft but so fat, the head of it was huge, a lot fatter than my own cock. I couldn't keep my eyes off of it, but I noticed I hadn't made the hole quite big enough for his balls. I reached down and grabbed his cock. I gripped and squeezed it, feeling it trying to make it hard.

Then I got on my knees and grabbed my washcloth and soap and began gently washing his cock. I loved washing that fat nasty cock of his. He tried again to get his balls thru for me to wash. After I'd washed it for awhile I leaned forward and kissed his fat cockhead. Then I stuck out my tongue and began licking his cum slit. I felt so nasty flicking my tongue into that slit. He moaned with pleasure.

I then opened my mouth and watched as that fat cock head entered my mouth and landed on my wet tongue. I sealed my lips around him and began tasting his freshly cleaned cock. My tongue was flicking inside my mouth. I couldn't get over how spongie it felt in my mouth. He moaned as I eased back and there was a soft pop as I released my suction from him.

I tried and managed to get one of his balls thru and gave it a quick lick but suddenly he grabbed the curtain said, "fuck this" and slid the curtain open. I stared up at him as he looked at me. I was naked down on my knees like a woman. He looked rough and had an evil smirk on his face. I felt so humiliated,and nasty being a little cock sucker for him. It turned me on being a pathetic cock slave.

He told me he wanted to watch me wash his cock, so I obediently picked up the washcloth and began bathing his now hard cock. It was so beefy and veinie and I gently washed it for him.

Then he reached down and grabbed his cock and moved it up towards his belly, put his hand behind my head and pulled me into his shaved balls. I began licking them for him like a good little cock whore. He began rubbing that cock of his all over my face. I helped him by moving my head side to side so he could smear my entire face with his beautiful cock.

Then I opened my mouth and wrapped my wet lips around his hard cock. I nursed on his fat cockhead. I could taste the soap from my wash job. I loved nursing on that head. Then like a good cock sucker I began bobbing back and forth getting my mouth fucked while my tongue worked the bottom of his powerful shaft.

He moaned as I worshipped his wonderful cock. I had ahold of his legs as I hungrily fed myself with cock. Then he grabbed my head again and rammed his suck stick down my throat. My cheeks filled with air and cock as he rammed it down my throat.

I backed off and leaned into his crotch as I tried catching my breath. He told me he was ready to cum and asked if I wanted it in my mouth or on my face. I asked for it on my face and reached up and grabbed his slick hard cock and began jacking him off.

I watched as strings of cum began plastering my face. He moaned as he finished dumping his cum on my face and I opened my mouth wrapped my lips around his fat cockhead and gave it a final taste.

He laughed as he grabbed my towel and began wiping his cock off and sticking it back in his pants. He dropped the towel so I could pick it up. I cleaned his nasty cum off my face and dried off, I wrapped my towel around me as he thanked me for sucking his dick. I showed him to the door and he left.

I still have his email and from time to time, I think about writing him to see if I can suck his fat cock again. I want him to cum in my mouth the next time. And that's how I became a Craigslist Cock Sucker.