My Gf and I lost our virginity last year at college. But our sex was boring for her I think. She ask me to do for her what she did for me. I told her I had done that with w girl once, and it was nasty. My girl friend is kind of fat and that bothers me. I can not imagine giving her head. She gave me head but she did not do it very well. I could not teach her either.
She told that I did not last very long, so she did not get a chance to cum. I tried to finger her, but that did not work for her. So she and i got in an argument over me finishing so quick.

She went on line and met an older man who helped her. He told me how to breathe and that helped. She was bent over the bed and I took her from behind. She said she thought she had an orgasm and ask me ot just give her some oral sex. I told her my cum was in there, I was not doing that.

She went back to this man on line, and he offered to come to our bedroom and help us. I told her HELL NO. No one is watching me and her fuck.

So she said we should stop dating for a while. She wanted to work on some things. Then she came by on Saturday night and told me I was her friend with benefits for the night. We had sex but she acted strange. She was into it more. Then she wanted to ride me, I found that strange. She left the next morning and went back to school.

she text-ed me the next Friday night and ask if I would meet her at the airport hotel. When I got there she let me in and told me a man would be here soon. I wanted to leave, she told me if i did, I would never see her again. The guy was older and seemed nice. He told me a few things and I was willing to try then. She was giving me a blow job and he was telling her things to do. It made her better but not great. We got on the bed having sex and the old guy watched and kept reminding me to breathe. She started to moan and I came right away. She was pissed that I came so quick. The man told me i could have sex again in a short time. But once I cum I am finished for the day.

She told me to take my condom off wash up an come back. When I got back she was on the bed and this old guy was showing me how to eat her pussy. I did not want to try, so she begged him to make her cum. So the man sucked her pussy and made he cum pretty loud. Then he said this is how you last longer, then he put some pillows under her ass and stuck his cock in her. No condom just right in there. she knew he did not wear a condom and she seemed to like it. When I ask her why, she said he can hold his load. He ask me to listen to her and look at hos much cock he put in her. Then in a long slow fuck her made her cum. Her feet were pointing up bent up and her hands were pulling the sheets. I had never seen her do this.

Then he said this is the other way and he hunched her so hard her body shook. I could see her tits jiggling, It did not take long; she came again. This time she was louder and made strange sounds. She was running her hands up and down his chest. She kept telling him thank you. she kissed his head and then told him to cum if he wanted, or she would suck him. He fucked her a long time after before he stopped. He laid on the bed and my girl sucked his dick. And she drank his load.

That bothered me then and bothers me now. I can not follow that guy, he was like some porn star. If i can not make her cum lie he did, I will never satisfy her. She told me I could be her fuck buddy every weekend or when I wanted. But she wanted to take things slow. That she might want to date other people. I think I might have to suck her pussy and see if i can put this fire out.