My wife brought into our marriage a daughter from a previous relationship. The guy disappeared, literally to have nothing to do with her. Seeing friends situations, and others I knew with kids and an ex in the picture, dealing with court shit, etc, I realized we got lucky. She was never married, so it made it easier than anything, because there were no papers, visitation, etc. Basically she was "our" kid. Especially after we got married. She never took my name, but got around to calling me dad when she was about 10.

When she was 12, her mom put her on the pill because of cramps and missing school during her period. I don't know why, but one night when I was in the bathroom, she walked in, and said she had to take her pills. I couldn't help but watch. She looked at me and said "What? Never seen a girl take take the pill before?" and I just shrugged and said "I dunno. Never thought about someone 12 being on the pill". She just laughed and said it beat cramps.

I don't know why, but I just had some dirty as fuck thoughts, thinking about that. I mean, it's gross, but I don't know why I thought of it. A couple of years later, she'd still been doing her thing, taking her pills, acting like it was no big deal, and laughing about how uncomfortable it made me. And I'd seen her attitude change, her personality, and her behavior. I noticed that when I was doing laundry, all the sudden, there are cute little thongs, lacy bras, and stuff she'd never worn before. She caught me one night looking at them, and says to me "what's the matter? Never seen sexy stuff like that?" I just shrugged and said "not on a 14 year old" and she laughed. She said "Mom of all people knows. She bought them" I about shit. I said "really?" and she said "Yeah. She knows that my friends wear that stuff. So I figured she'd be OK with it too. And damn if she didn't". I just laughed and I don't know why I said it, but I said "what the hell do thongs and shit look like on a 14 year old? Not like there is much to show off?" She looked at me, and said "Hmph" and I just kind of joked and said "well there isn't. Is there?" She looked at me all serious, and she doesn't say a word. Reaches down, and pulls her PJ bottoms off. I'm staring at a pink and light blue thong, barely covering her below. She reaches up, and pulls her sweatshirt off, and is standing there with a blue lacy bra on. I couldn't stop staring. Her little pudgy stomach, her thighs with a little bit extra on them and her little 34 B (probably) size boobs. I don't know why. It was fucking dirty thinking about it. She looked at me and said "guess you think otherwise?" I just said "holy jesus. I had no clue". She stopped and said "why? I mean, what?" I didn't know why I did it. I just blurted out "Holy shit. You're fucking amazing looking. Goddamn beautiful" Her face turned red. She stared at me and said "really?" I said "Yeah. Really. Now that I feel like a fucking p**o, well, yeah, you can put your clothes back on"

She walked up to me, and smirked. Quietly. And said "what if I don't want to?" I looked at her and said "Julie? Don't do something that you or me might regret" and she said to me "what if I wouldn't regret it?" I felt my fucking heart thrust against my chest. I was shaking. I said "We so cannot do this. Seriously". She just shrugged and pulled up her bottoms and put on her top and walked out. I was staring at her the whole time. I went to my computer that night, and jerked off and came harder than I had in years, thinking about her little body. Goddamn. It was just incredible. I'd never seen something like that.

A couple of days later, I was on the computer when she came into the living room. Her mom and sister were gone. They'd gone out of town, and weren't expected to be back until after midnight at a concert. She was sitting on the edge of the couch, and she said quietly to me "can I talk to you?" I said sure. I stopped what I was doing. She looked at me and said "about the other night" I said "well yeah, about the other night. I mean, I'm really sorry if I freaked you out or grossed you out. That was kinda fucked up what I said". She said "why?" I said "what do you mean why? That was kinda weird as shit". She stood up and stared at me and said "you didn't mean it?"

I looked at her, my heart and body shaking, and said "Yeah. I meant it. I mean, uh, seriously, you looked fucking beautiful in that stuff. But seriously? Like I'm 40. You're 14. Don't forget your my wife's kid" and she said "I know. And that means what?" I said "that means 15 years for me if someone found out that we were thinking about something" and she says "You were?" I said "what?" and she says "thinking about something?" I didn't know what to say. I was dead silent. Julie walked up to me closely. I felt her near me, in my space. And she said to me "I've been with one guy. Just one" I said "Ok?" and she said "I want to be with two." I said "well OK?" and she said to me "You". I said "what?" - My heart was throbbing. And she said "You. I honestly thought, well the other night, you know, that maybe" and I said NO. I said "that can't happen. it's not that I don't like you, or think of you that way. But with your age, mine, your mom. no. That just can't happen"

She looked at me and didn't say anything. She reached down and pulled down her PJ bottoms. And pulled up her top. I was staring at her in thongs and a lacy little bra. She stared at me. I said "Please. Julie. I mean it. I can't control myself if you don't stop" and she said shaking and nervous "then don't. I mean it. I won't tell. I just well, I like you. I want to. Like with you"

I pulled her over to me. I kissed her. Gently. And it started. Goddamn it all started. I had her against me. She felt my dick poke against her thongs. She looked at me. She said "I know I want to do this. It's not you making me do anything. Ok?" I pulled my shorts down. I pulled my top off. And I said "but look? I'm not young or skinny or with abs or anything. It's like nothing like that" and she smiled and said "I know" and kissed me. Softly. Then pushed. Then harder.

We wound up on the couch. We were kissing, pushing, and kissing more. She sat up and took off her bra. I was staring at her little boobs, firm round nipples, and my dick was thrusting against my underwear. I rolled her sideways, and got her on the floor. I took off her lace thongs, and stared at her cute little pussy, covered with a patch of hair. God. I couldn't stop looking at it. I touched it. She gasped. I touched again. I pushed a finger in. And then another one. I felt it wet down there. I was uncontrollable. I kept saying "Julie. This really can't. It shouldn't" and she finally said "Please? I'm not saying no. I just guess I never thought of you this way"

We ended up naked on the floor. I kept looking at the clock. She said "what's the matter?" I just said "Goddamn forbid if your mom comes home" and she said "She won't be home with Emily until about midnight". I just laid there. I was fingering her, and touching her all over. I was kissing on her boobs and licking her stomach. She was touching my dick in my underwear, so I pulled them off.

When she saw me hard, she just said "Wow." I said what? And she said "well um yeah, it's really big. I don't know what that will be like". I just said "well, I can show you" and she said OK. She just laid there quietly on the floor. All I could think about was fuck, I'm going to get busted.

She laid there on her back, and I slowly pushed. Harder. She gasped. Moaned and made noise. I pushed harder. I watched my dick go inside her pussy hair. And then slide inside. God. Holy fuck it felt so amazing. She was so tight.

I pushed farther, and laid there on top of her. I just looked at her and said "How do you feel?" She smiled and said "holy crap. That's like big. It's really really big." I just smiled and said "well OK"

We laid there for a few minutes. I was kissing her, and touching her down below with my dick inside her. I felt her gasp. I said "do you like that?" and she said yes. I kept touching. It took me a few minutes, but damn if I didn't make her cum. She was thrusting and pushing. I felt my dick filling up in her, and I couldn't move. I was kissing on her mouth, and then sucking on her little nipples.

I pulled out. she said "what's the matter?" I said to her "Julie? you're 14. This can't. I mean, we've gone far enough. But even with that, I don't use protection with your mom. And it's not like we can do anything". She looked at me and said "but we did. I mean, not like all the way. But you were like doing it with me. So what's the deal?" I just shrugged and said "No. I think that is too much". She pushed against me. And said "Why not? YOu said you would. It's not like I'm gonna tell. And I mean, besides, we almost went all the way"

I thought about it. And I pushed her against the floor. I laid there with her, kissing on her, and I said quietly "I want to. Believe me. I really want to" and she simply answered "well then why don't you?" I did. I couldn't stop myself. I really wanted to say NO. I was so fucking scared. But I was so hard and I was shaking so bad I wanted this so badly. She was so damn cute.

I slid inside her slowly. And then pushed deeper. I started moving. I heard her gasp. And she was on her back, looking up at me. She said it felt good. I said it did. I really liked it. A couple of minutes later, I was going ot cum. I kept pushing, and I at one point said "oh Jesus Julie. I'm going to" and she said 'well you can if you want". I pulled out. I shot cum all over her stomach. I shot it all over her legs. It was on her chest. I just emptied. I was on my knees, holding my limp dick. She was staring at me. She just said "holy crap. That was wow" and just kind of giggled.

We didn't say much. We got cleaned up. And we ended up taking care of the mess. About a half hour later, we were sitting on the couch, and I had to talk to her. I had to. I said "Julie?" and she said Yeah. I said you know this isn't like something we can talk about. She just smiled and said "sure. I'm gonna say "Hey mom, guess what? I fucked dad when you were gone. Hope you enjoyed the concert with Emily. Because I enjoyed fucking him"

I started laughing and said "holy Jesus Julie. What the fuck?" and she laughed hysterically. She got all serious and said "I wanted to. I thought you were awesome. I liked it. I mean, it was really amazing. If that's what it's like, well, I wanna do it more"

I just looked at her and said "really?" and she said yes. I said "with who?" and she laughed, pushed me, and said "well, with you, dork. Seriously. I mean, if you would?" I couldn't stop shaking. I kept thinking "Good Lord. I could see this little body naked all the time"

She's cute as fuck. I can't help wondering what guys think when she goes to school. When they see her walking around. She's cute. With a little butt. Small boobs. A bit of a stomach. Not fat, but not skinny minny. I keep thinking "If anyone knew"...