Don't get me wrong but I still consider myself straight.

I did for the money guys.

I'm a graduating college student and a few months ago I badly needed the money for school fees. I guess I'm that stud, I could say with my built and looks, there's quite a number of gay businessman who offers me indecent proposals in a restaurant where I work as a waiter.

So I really needed the money, my salary cannot afford my tuition. I was considering on accepting an offer but I just couldn't imagine myself being with an older man because most of them are in their 50s. However, if I were to accept it, at least it would be someone not older than 40 and not hairy and fat (i'm sorry for that).

Someone told me to try modelling but it didn't panned out for me. Back to my work, there's one particular guy probably in his thirties, not fat and hairy, not muscular either,just a typical manager looking dude. While giving him his bill, he gave me a note and I was not surprised to see another indecent proposal with his number. He gave a look and then walkout away.

Back to my apartment, I think of it whether to accept it or not, so I gave him a call and see what he can offer. The conversation goes on, I told him I needed the money for my school and I also told him about the things I can't do if I accept his offer and that includes no anal sex, I'm aware of it and I just can't do it. He offered 2 thousand dollars for a date and a blowjob.

I was nervous, never been an escort before. The date goes smoothly, it was some private place kind of an exclusive resort. There's a lot of things we talked about, my studies, his job, even his wife.

So we went to his room and he begin his exploits. He prefer role playing which was weird. He asked me to sit down in a chair, tied my hands at the back. This made me nervous but he assured me it's just his fetish. He ripped off my shirt and pulled down my pants until I was naked. I'm not getting hard for this, he gave me tease, played a porn on the screen, he talks about how he wanted to suck my dick and eat my cum. I guess that was a good tease because I did get hard. He started kissing me on the neck then forced forced himself to kiss me on the lips. At first, I don't want to, but I just gotta dot it so I did but it was mostly him who did the moves, I was just there accepting the kiss and occasionally answering him.

He got down to his business and slowly teasing my cock with his mouth. Licking it a bit, my balls then sucking it. I tell you, I hate to admit it but it was the best blowjob I've ever had. Better that any college girls that sucked me before. He was going into it, he was playing with it. He could get an MVP for sucking my dick. He would occasionally suck my nipples then back to my cock. He attempts to kiss me but I'm not giving him a kiss after he sucked my dick. He was probably doing all the tricks because it took me while to cum.

When I was about to cum, he had the tip of my cock in his mouth while his hand was stroking my cock. I was groaning when I came. I came so hard in his mouth and I've never cum in someone else's mouth. He was still sucking until I was drained. I was grasping for air, and my whole body was shaking.

I took a shower and he jack off while watching me. It was an exclusive resort after all so I stayed for the night in his suite but in a different bed.

I don't want to be with a man, I don't want to make love with a man but this guy has been giving a head and few thousand bucks four times already. And I hate to admit, his blowjob is the best. A girl I met at the party sucked me once, and I tell you it's nowhere near as good as a man's blowjob.

I'm having this confession because I have to admit that it's really good. I'm enjoying it, the money, the satisfaction.