About 5 years into my marriage, I ended up having sex with my step daughter. It happened one night after some talking, some joking, some kidding and some serious sexual teasing. Before it happened, she told me she'd slept with one guy and she'd fooled around with a girl. I was significantly older, and quite honestly, she was 14. I realize the age thing might gross some people out, but it was completely consensual. I never pushed, never forced, and I never made her do anything she did not want to.

The first time we had sex, quite honestly, I was scared, nervous, and I wasn't sure of how it would be. We did some making out, some fooling around, and when it was going to happen, I knew she had been on the pill since she was 12 because of cramps. Her mom and I had a long talk prior to doing that. And when we were going to actually going to have sex, I finished quickly. I pulled out, scared, and I came on her stomach and legs. We had a very long talk about it afterwards. She said she had no regrets, and that she wanted to see what it was like. About a week later, we had sex again. Twice the same night. The first time, I did it as I had the first time. The second time, she was on top of me, as we'd done a little bit of stuff, and when I had my hands on her hips, and I was kissing her, I came inside her. It was very intense, and very intimate. Almost romantic. I know. It sounds really screwed up. But after that time, and we talked, it happened again about a week later. It was one of the most intense sexual sessions I had ever had in the recent ten years. I had never felt that personal and intimate with someone since long before my marriage. Through the next couple of years, off and on, when she was not dating someone, or involved, we would on occasion have sex. It would happen sometimes one or two times a month. Other times, it would happen several times a week.

After high school, she went to college, moved on her ways, and now is married. She has two kids. And a couple of nights ago, was at the house. Her family lives about an hour from us. We were sitting on the couch talking. Her kids were with their dad, and her mom was at work. We had a very long conversation, and just before she was going to head home, she came right out and asked me "have you ever thought about our past" and I said yes. She asked what. And I was very honest and told her. Her mom and I go through the motions. And that truth, through the years, I have done stuff with others. Because her mom simply isn't interested, has no sex drive, and doesn't seem to care.

Riley looked at me and asked me how my sex life was. I shrugged and told her the truth, that I'd slept with some girls I probably should not have. I'd taken some risks that I probably should not have put myself in that position. And that in truth, her mom and I would fuck perhaps once a month. She just looked at me and said OK. I asked why.

She stared at me for a second, and then just said quietly she wanted to sleep with me. She'd thought about it for years. Her husband was very lame, very prudish, they went through the motions, and basically she felt like he was doing it to appeal to her. She said she'd never met a guy who didn't truly care about having sex.

After she said that, I approached her. And it ended up very intense and intimate. We had sex twice in my bedroom that night. The first time, we got very intense, got our clothes off, and we kissed a lot. A lot of touching. I fingered her, and got her off several times. She was touching me, kissing me, and when I entered her, I immediately came. It was quick. I hadn't had an orgasm that quick in 10 years. We just laid there. She smiled and said well that wasn't long at all huh? I just laughed and said I was sorry. I don't do it very often, and I was blunt, and said when I do most times, I end up making myself get off. She just smiled and said she'd gladly change that.

I asked her if she had to get home to her husband. She said no. He knew she was over there, and he was hanging out with the kids. We laid in bed, and about a half hour later, we had sex again. It was very intense. Very intimate. I haven't kissed someone that passionately and affectionately in years. We were all over each other. Because I came in her earlier, it's something I don't do, is oral after doing that. So I fingered her. Laid there and got her off. She was touching me, kissing on me, and climbed on top of me. Having her on top of me, my hands on her hips, watching her move back and forth, and then feeling her round firm ass, as I pushed deep inside her, brought back memories of when we first started sleeping together when she was in high school.

Call it what you will. But when we ended up finishing, I came inside her harder than I had inside a female in probably 10 years. It compared nothing to having sex with her mom. When we were finished, we went into the bathroom and cleaned up. She pushed me against the wall, and kissed me. Had her hands around my back, and told me straight out she loved me.

Walked out into the living room and asked me if I would object if we simply made this happen as time, schedules and life permits. I told her I'd like that. She left, and thinking about it? No regrets. I saw her mom today. I had no interest. She prompted me, kind of joking, to fool around before she went to work. And all I could think about was, I could get through it. if while I was doing it, I thought about having sex with Riley.