One of my biggest secrets is my clit. It's friggin huge. It is big normally, but it pokes out really far when I am aroused, which can be all too often. I measured it the way you are supposed to measure a dick, from the base along the top, and it is over 3 inches long at its max. I'm also white, which seems unusual for this condition.

I got picked on *really* badly in school for it, after a girl saw it and everyone found out. It made my life a living hell. And it gave me a really nasty complex. I never wanted to get naked in front of a guy. In fact I would basically pretend to be asexual, though in reality nothing could be further from the truth. A lot of guys I've seen online think it is disgusting, and say really mean things to girls whose clits are much smaller than mine. Reading these things (mainly on forums and sites like y***o answers) has been so hurtful to me.

But, I've discovered that there are advantages too. One, which I didn't realize for a long time, but my orgasms are way more intense than normal. They can be just ridiculous. And two, some guys actually seem to really like it. My last bf was one of them, he loved it. And he was super cute, him being in my life was so good for my self esteem. He would go down on me for literally hours and basically give me blowjobs. He would take it in his mouth all the way and suck it and tongue the underside, draw it out and tongue the tip... and he would let me sit on his face and basically fuck it. The orgasms were outlandish, they felt like out of body experiences, I would scream, cry really hard, have seizures and pass out for seconds at a time...

I fell head over heels in love, and was so crushed when that relationship ended. But, I am so much more hopeful now, knowing that guys like him are out there. I feel better about myself, to the point whrere I can post on a site like this and probably open myself to all kinds of comments. But I still don't tell my friends!