I have a dark secret behavior. I find men to humiliate me. My first humiliation came from my neighbor, he was two years older and he always treated me like dirt, but I hung out with him anyway. One afternoon I was at his house and he was going to pee and he had me suck his penis clean afterwards. The next time he pissed in my mouth and I had to go home with my shirt pissed on. Getting pissed on was the real beggining of my humiliation by him. He found a pair of his little sister's underwear and made me wear them, even if they were way too small. He then rubbed and kissed my penis inside her panties until I got a complete hard on, but he would not let me take my penis out of the panties, forcing my penis into a bent position and enduring the terrible pain. When he finally released it, and my penis sprung out the top of the panties, he whacked my penis with his hand. He would whack my penis until it was red. I learned to be his toilet and swallow his piss.

I am still a big participant in piss humiliation, but the difference today is that it always has to be someone I don't know or want to know, mostly derelicts who want a few bucks. Some of them can get pretty aggressive and force feed me their penis, which makes the hook up worth a lot more money.

One summer I was driving to Florida and stopped at a rest stop around 11 at night to get some sleep and ended up taking a fucking from a man who had stopped for the same reason. He was driving a Cadillac and must have been in his later forties or so, he was a jew because of his chain and star of david, and all he wanted was to fuck, no foreplay, no bj, just out and right fuck. He fucked me behind the restroom building because they were locked at that hour.

I have a lot more encounters with all sorts of men, always unknown, I never solicit, I just agree. Some men you know what they are going to do to you, you know the pain is coming, others its the forced face fuck, like military or police, they always seem to want to face fuck you and then push you away. If they spit in your face while you they are face fucking you know they have done it before, but a lot of the time it is their first time pissing on you or fucking your throat. Either way is ok with me, a hot spit in your face to help with the face fuck is worth money. Not all guys can work up the balls to spit on you or piss on your face, even when they shove their penis in your throat.

I always pay, even the jew guy, I threw two twenties on the seat of his car.