My nick name in school was horse. Some thought because I was big and mixed with the tv western Hoss. We would swim in the pond and swing from a rope. Our parents made us stop when one kid drowned. So we had to hide it from them. We would swim nude, including some girls. My cock was looked at and talked about. Girl names Tina said it looked like the dick on her horse. So I got that name.
My family knew about me, including my cousins. at 14 my 20 something cousin wanted to see it. I told her no but she forced me I guess. She pulled me in her room and pulled my shorts down. She not only looked, she played with it until it got hard. She then told me I had to let her try it out. She told me to just lay on the bed, she would do everything. She got her pants off and I remember looking down and the hair patch sliding back and forth as she rode me. She closed her eyes and just got off on me. I did not last as long as she did, but she did not stop riding until she got hers. She told me I was much larger soft than anything she had seen hard. She told others and I had the same offers with most of them. Some I took, some I did not.
One wife of a 2nd cousin told me either let her have some or be r**ed. She was going to see and feel what everyone else was talking about. She was in her late 40's and I about 15 at that time. She was a regular and told me i had no choice. If I told or reject her, she would tell my 2nd cousin, he would shoot me. I do think he actually would. He was a drug addict and drunk.