About a week ago, I did something I'd never done. Like never. I fucked an older guy. And I mean a lot older. I'm going to graduate high school in a couple of months, and I'd been with three other guys since I was 14. They sucked. Really. All three. I can't say anything good. They just sucked. I figured that was just how lousy it was. Until I ended up doing stuff with the guy last week. I knew him through friends, and things just kinda happened. I was kind of creeped out at first, because he's like my dad's age. But he was oh my god good. We even did it twice the same night. But what kind of sucked? I knew we wouldn't like date or anything, but I kind of hoped to at least hang out or something later. I didn't hear from him for like a week, until the other day, when he added me on Facebook. I figured OK, so I did. And that night he messaged me.

I got a message from him last night, and we talked a bit. He told me that if I was out, I could take a walk and stop by and say hi. He was being weird online, and I tried to ask, and he just said stop by and we'd chat for a bit, and he'd say hi to me. It'd be nice to see me walking by. Kind of weird. But I did.

When I went by, I saw his door was open, and light was on. He was doing stuff in the yard, so I waved. He waved and said I should come up and say hi. So I did. He kind of looked around and asked if I wanted to go inside. I said sure, and we went in and ended up chilling in his living room.

We were talking, and he kinda got around to what happened, and he said he hoped I wasn't like creeped out. I said no. He said he wasn't going to add me on FB, because he didn't want someone to ask, but I told him nobody says anything, and I kinda do what I want. We got around to talking more, and he got kind of nervous and asked if I was OK. I just laughed and said yeah, that it was fun, and I liked it, and I had a good time. He said it was awesome, and he thought about it. I'd never like come onto someone in a bad way, but I just looked at him and said that I thought it was awesome, and I figured maybe he didn't want to do it more, since he didn't call later. He looked at me and told me no. He said he would have done more, but he didn't want someone finding out our catching on, because of his age and all and they'd get stupid and he'd have a lot of shit. I get it.

I was sitting there and he nervously kind of asked me if I'd wanted to do more. I laughed and said if it was as good as that, yeah, I'd wanna do more, because he was awesome. He kinda looked at the door and said how about now? I kind of laughed and said well I could get away with like an hour or something, tell my mom that I was at a friends house. He got up and shut the door and kinda looked at me and said really. I wanna do stuff. I thought about it all week. I'm not kidding. I got horny. For real. I thought about all he'd done, and it got me going.

We ended up making out in the living room and he stopped and looked up the stairs and asked me if I wanted to go up to his room. I was kind of nervous but said yeah. We went upstairs to his room and he had a huge ass bed. Seriously, it was like huge. We were making out and he said he wanted to fuck me really bad. We started taking our clothes off, and when I got half undressed, he pushed me up on the bed. He was going crazy all over me, and took the rest of my stuff off. Started kissing me all over, and started licking on me. OMFG. My whole body was shaking and I was soaking wet. He did oral on me, and honest ate me for like 20 minutes. I looked at the clock and said that I didn't want anyone to ask where I was. He just kind of laughed and said then we should get right to it huh? I thought it was hilarious.

He took off his boxers and OMFG I was staring at his dick. It was huge like before. I sat up, and he asked if I'd do something different for him. I said sure. He asked me to suck him. I've done it a few times with guys, so it was no big deal, but not someone that big. I did it for a bit, and he kept saying how awesome it was, and how I made him feel good.

We were kinda making out and he said about last time. I said yeah. And he looked kind of embarrassed, and said, well I hoped that it'd like happen again, so I bought condoms. I laughed and said really? You thought about it? And he said yeah. He did. I just said well OK then. He got one out, and I watched him unwrap it and put it on. I was so wet from him doing oral and getting me going.

When he got on top of me, and pushed inside, I about exploded. My whole body went crazy. He started pushing in me, and went in really deep. Then pulled it out, and went in deep again. It was awesome. I was laying there and he kept going for a couple of minutes, and I came. Like really hard. I heard him say good. I'm glad I can make you feel good. I don't know why I did it, but when he was pulling out, before he pushed in, I kind of pushed him back. He asked if I was OK. I said yes. And he pulled out. I reached down and pulled the condom off him. He kind of looked at me, and I just said "you don't need that. You didn't use it last time". He just kind of stared at me, and said are you sure? I said yes.

He went in. I felt it. Go all the way in. He was pushing in, and pulled out, and I heard him say he was gonna come. He pushed back farther in, and I felt him squirting inside me. He was making a shit ton of noise, and kept saying oh god, it feels so good. A couple minutes later, he just stopped. Kind of looked down at me and said god. You are just awesome. I just kind of laughed. Because it was really amazing.

It was kind of funny. We got done, and he went into the bathroom. I went into the kitchen, and got cleaned up and stuff, and came out. We got dressed, and kind of talked a bit. I had to go. And he said to me "come over. As much as you want. Really. You are awesome, and I know it's kind of different, but I'd like to keep doing this"

Yeah. I went home, and it was kind of weird when my mom asked "did you have fun" I just smiled and said yeah. And she had no clue I'd just fucked.