Bi-Sexual Male / 50
Well first off, a little about me, I am 60 y/o and I am a closeted sissy, queer, faggot, pervert, however you wish to classify me. I love playing with toys in my ass, dildos, plugs, even have used some sounds in my penis. I have ED, most of the time and love diaper play too, wetting and messing in them. Yes I am very kinky and adventurous.
So yesterday I went to see a urologist, who I made sure was female (very cute too). I was being seen for my ED and incontinence. After some research, I knew I was going to have to pee in cup and purposely did not empty my bladder, but was holding it in for so long I peed more than I wanted. Well finally my doctor talked to me about my symptoms.
It was now time for the exam, she said to drop my shorts, and gladly I did. As she was fondling my balls and cock, I was trying to look down her blouse, but really did not see anything, then she asked if I have ever had a rectal exam, and of course I have and just love them. Bend over she said and so I did, in slid her finger and it felt so good as she massage my prostate, which started to give me an erection and it continued as I pulled up my shorts and seen her staring at it, so much for my acute Ed.
She gave me some samples of Viagra and some pills for my incontinence and said she wanted me back in about 3 weeks to see how things are going. I told her I've tried Viagra before with out much success and she said to try it with a vacuum pump at same time and said if they do not work the next thing to do would be penis injection, which is about 95% certainty of having an erection, sounds painful, but being into BDSM, I will try it, at least I think.
So as far as my incontinence, the next time I will make sure I do not empty as much, so then I believe I will be getting a urodynamics exam, where she will put a catheter in my penis and also one in my ass, as the way I understood the research, I believe this will cost me about 200 to 300 dollars, expensive kink, I know
Well I came home from doctors office and still had that lube in my ass, so I inserted a dildo, about a 7 " one, not real big, for my standards, put on 2 diapers, sat on dildo for awhile, then peed in them, after a couple hours I changed.
While doing all this, got on craigslist and posted and ad, that I wanted to give a blowjob, swallow or get a facial and also to bend over and get my ass fucked. Today I have about a dozen replies. I hope to get someone set up for this weekend. I have not sucked a real cock or been fucked by one for awhile, over a year.
A couple weeks ago, I was with a mistress who fucked my ass nice and hard and long with a strapon and hoping to see her very soon for more of that and she said she had 4 fingers up my ass and wished she could get her whole hand in there. I am now using some big toys to get stretched enough for that to happen, it'll be my first time for that.
I have a couple other fetishes, I might as well talk about also. One is being dressed as a man and being taken to a store for feminine clothing , I really want to be fitted by a saleslady for a bra, panties and ect. then being exposed in the store by whoever she and my mistress wants to show me off in front of for total humiliation.
I would also like to go out of town and enter a gay bar or fetish club, get hit up on,touched and then told to follow them into the rest room and give them head, maybe even a facial and told to come back out with my face still covered with cum. Then I find out he has some friends who want to join and then I am stripped and gang banged and with others watching.
Well though I do have some form of Ed, I am now getting an erection from confessing all this. Thank you all for reading., sincerely, stephanie
So yesterday I went to see a urologist, who I made sure was female (very cute too). I was being seen for my ED and incontinence. After some research, I knew I was going to have to pee in cup and purposely did not empty my bladder, but was holding it in for so long I peed more than I wanted. Well finally my doctor talked to me about my symptoms.
It was now time for the exam, she said to drop my shorts, and gladly I did. As she was fondling my balls and cock, I was trying to look down her blouse, but really did not see anything, then she asked if I have ever had a rectal exam, and of course I have and just love them. Bend over she said and so I did, in slid her finger and it felt so good as she massage my prostate, which started to give me an erection and it continued as I pulled up my shorts and seen her staring at it, so much for my acute Ed.
She gave me some samples of Viagra and some pills for my incontinence and said she wanted me back in about 3 weeks to see how things are going. I told her I've tried Viagra before with out much success and she said to try it with a vacuum pump at same time and said if they do not work the next thing to do would be penis injection, which is about 95% certainty of having an erection, sounds painful, but being into BDSM, I will try it, at least I think.
So as far as my incontinence, the next time I will make sure I do not empty as much, so then I believe I will be getting a urodynamics exam, where she will put a catheter in my penis and also one in my ass, as the way I understood the research, I believe this will cost me about 200 to 300 dollars, expensive kink, I know
Well I came home from doctors office and still had that lube in my ass, so I inserted a dildo, about a 7 " one, not real big, for my standards, put on 2 diapers, sat on dildo for awhile, then peed in them, after a couple hours I changed.
While doing all this, got on craigslist and posted and ad, that I wanted to give a blowjob, swallow or get a facial and also to bend over and get my ass fucked. Today I have about a dozen replies. I hope to get someone set up for this weekend. I have not sucked a real cock or been fucked by one for awhile, over a year.
A couple weeks ago, I was with a mistress who fucked my ass nice and hard and long with a strapon and hoping to see her very soon for more of that and she said she had 4 fingers up my ass and wished she could get her whole hand in there. I am now using some big toys to get stretched enough for that to happen, it'll be my first time for that.
I have a couple other fetishes, I might as well talk about also. One is being dressed as a man and being taken to a store for feminine clothing , I really want to be fitted by a saleslady for a bra, panties and ect. then being exposed in the store by whoever she and my mistress wants to show me off in front of for total humiliation.
I would also like to go out of town and enter a gay bar or fetish club, get hit up on,touched and then told to follow them into the rest room and give them head, maybe even a facial and told to come back out with my face still covered with cum. Then I find out he has some friends who want to join and then I am stripped and gang banged and with others watching.
Well though I do have some form of Ed, I am now getting an erection from confessing all this. Thank you all for reading., sincerely, stephanie
