Might be a bit of a ramble, think I'm torn and confused. I'm having guilty thoughts. No intentions of acting on my thoughts, they exist and maybe it means I'm not wife material. We have my family coming for a visit next week. My family corrects me a lot, my husband won't say squat to back them off, and my family will assume that my husband is agreeing with them. I will hear about it later and again have to fend by myself.

I'm dreaming about changing my identity or being with a man who would stand up for me. It would be so hot to see my husband do it accept he's busy getting my family to like him- they already do! I want to run away next week and tell tell everyone else to go fuck off if they don't like it.